all good people are asleep

Lyrics

[Chorus: dynastic] Can't fall asleep I think I just need to eat I shouldn't go to bed at three I should just brush my teeth I'm sick of dreams where I feel 17 I can't do anything Like just fall asleep I know it's bad for me Tomorrow I promise I'll Take better care of myself But it's not easy It's not easy [Chorus: dynastic] Can't fall asleep I think I just need to eat I shouldn't go to bed at three I should just brush my teeth I'm sick of dreams where I feel 17 I can't do anything Like fucking fall asleep I know it's bad for me Tomorrow I promise I'll Take better care of myself But it's not easy When nobody's watching I Just stay in my head all night [Verse 1: dynastic] It's 3 am I gotta wake up again I gotta fake it, pretend Like I'm not still asleep I'm not falling apart No jump rope in my heart My body's gonna give out On me [Verse 2: dynastic] I know it's bad for me This make believe What's truth for you Are lies for me So I just wanted autonomy And I have to be patient [Verse 3: saoirse dream] She'd wake up at a reasonable hour Maybe take a shower If I could allow her She'd make herself a meal and it tastes fine Spend a minute online Make it to work at nine But she's probably busy staring at the ceiling Probably isn't feeling Busy doing nothing She could be productive Maybe even happy Spending time with her friends Smiling and laughing [Bridge: dynastic] It's easier said than done It's easier said than done How do I block it out in a way that's more selfish than this? How do I block it out in a way that's more selfish than this? How do I block it all out in a way that's more selfish than this? I don't think such a method exists [Outro: dynastic] I turned to recluse And self-diffusion To solve for answers with synthetic solutions and Swim down To lows beneath All the places that the light couldn't reach If you break through Somehow you reach me Get rid of these leeches Eating love for food Leaving selfish isolationist attitude I want you around me So badly, so badly You're chosen family You kill the bad things I don't know what to say