No Turning Back Now

Lyrics

I see the road But where will it take me? I'll carry my load And follow the signs The signs show no hope And most of them blank anyway Where is the road? I can talk so you save me Still, I try to maintain clever conversation Not just found love Now I'm sick in my salvation From the fear and the realness I've escaped my adolescence But, no, no no There's no turning back now Like a punch in the face This news can't hit harder I'm losing my place Trying to swallow it down Am I awake? Should I question my heart, or? For every word that she says Every word that she says! Should I leave this place? Pretend it's not my bother? Find someone else? 'Cause I'm not prepared to father I'm seventeen for Christ's sake, and I just want my mom But, no, oh, no There's no turing back now And suddenly I've sunk into nothing I'm useless 'Cause I don't give a fuck about nothing But she seems trusting She says she loves me But what does that mean? Oh what a coward I took no blame for how it happened She says she loves me And still I feel cornered I wish I had a dad for this man to man But he left me Oh he left me It's a mistake But It was mine to make Leave it? Or take it? I'll break through the pain I've got time I've got nine months to get my shit together And turn myself around I can protect her She loves me It's in this letter I'll go show her I'm a man I won't let her down I'm seventeen A dad to be There's no turning back now