Lyrics

can't you tell, that i hate what i am i wish i had no form, then i'd be alright this carbon cage only hurts and hinders i wish the world was darkness, wish i was made of sunlight this dream is fucking twisted people say i should have never existed sometimes i think they're right i didn't choose this life i hurt myself today can you blame me anyway through all this shit i've lived my will is bout to give can't you see why i'm so frightened? can't you see why i'm so sad? can't you see my scars aren't fading? can't you see you're all i have? can't you tell, i'm in so much pain it comes and goes in waves, wish i could make it go away this box i'm locked in is so unforgiving in danger every night, in danger every day can't you tell, i can't hold out much more wish i was transparent, wish i had no form this world was not for me, not for many others i wish the world was darkness, wish i was made of sunlight this dream is fucking twisted people say i should have never existed sometimes i think they're right i didn't choose this life i hurt myself today can you blame me anyway through all this shit i've lived my will is bout to give can't you see why i'm so frightened? can't you see why i'm so sad? can't you see my scars aren't fading? can't you see you're all i have? can't you tell, i need respite from harm live alone with you, protect me with your warm arms hopefully one day i'll be invisible 'til then i'll fantasize that i am made of sunlight