Lifeless

Lyrics

[D.Cure] It's the return of the space cadet I'm a major threat And pretty hard like when you paint cement I was made a vet through the art of separation But now I own a lemonade stand and loads of medication I guess I had no preparation for it From a war zone; the next destination a resort They handed me a bag of goodies at the airport I'd rather have my childhood back to compare forts Why don't you play mindsweep with my mind, chief? Maybe that'll make the nightmares that I find brief And I am asking myself who I am still After all this time, not sure how human I feel Good at climbin' hills in armored automobiles Stoppin' the blood flow and missin' a lot of meals I don't know how it feels to be a father So why do I even bother Like I'll find love whenever I complete the blotter Guess I finally escaped from it An addiction to the bottle's all it takes to plummet Meanwhile, giving away your stomach to any beverage that may want it I'm on the edge of nothing - looking over the ledge I had to confess to something [D.Cure] Why do I feel like this? Gotta get it out and write this Numb but kinda righteous Yeah, feeling like I'm lifeless [The Marine Rapper] Lifeless, how did I get like this? Felt more alive with my life on the line and Sleep in the minus Carbon in my sinus Gripping on my rifle Breast pocket had a bible Praying to Jehovah "If you could just get me over They launching rockets and mortars I promise, I'll be holy, my foes Wanna put holes in me Bombs and things under the road for me Honestly, I'd rather be overseas than be Drowning in thoughts, that so deep That feed the Demons That keep on creeping in my thoughts Thinking what's the reason I am no hero, why'd I survive? And I'm seldom thinking If I was that Marine inside that box Would it end the grieving Be soul releasing and this would stop But I done came too far, cannot stop Daughter she need her Pops All of 'em need a song, team we lost Never will be forgot Some of 'em gave it all, grave and all Gotta keep them involved Anything that I'm writing So that I'm not feeling so lifeless [D.Cure] Why do I feel like this? Gotta get it out and write this Numb but kinda righteous Yeah, feeling like I'm lifeless Why do I feel like this? Gotta get it out and write this Numb but kinda righteous Yeah, feeling like I'm lifeless. (x2) [D.Cure] Every enemy onto me We better be gone or we May do things we don't honor And try to blame the economy Then it donned on me Like going Mopp 3 At least the air is clean-ish Whenever I breathe Over there I wasn't worried bout a burn pit It was more about the mortar That was sure to hit IFAK with a tourniquet Never had to apply But I know how there, Low Brow So if the time comes I'm stopping their flow Like I do to rappers Remove the human factor Like the robot you went after The newer chapter you redacted Because the fact is There was never A lack of target practice Let's avoid the guns And violence Feed 'em Drugs and silence Blacked out in a club Till I closed my eyelids Wondering how I've become so lifeless [D.Cure] Why do I feel like this? Gotta get it out and write this Numb but kinda righteous Yeah, feeling like I'm lifeless Why do I feel like this? Gotta get it out and write this Numb but kinda righteous Yeah, feeling like I'm lifeless