Finding My Ends

Lyrics

Pre-hook: I'm dragging my feet Help get me back I can't breathe Dear Lord what happened to me? I'm playing it back on repeat I'm a catastrophe Hook: Why did I wind up like this? I'm too overwhelmed with all my life is Go into my shell and hide till I'm missed I'm not doing well been finding my ends Why did I wind up like this? I'm too overwhelmed with all my life is Go into my shell and hide till I'm missed I'm not doing well been finding my ends Verse 1: I'm not doing well and people know These demons have a reason to defeat my soul Plus my circumstances seem to grow in how to keep me low Will they ever free me no this room I'm in gets darker than one Luigi roams I see the ghost of myself one that had passed before When I was given life yet somehow it's coming back to warn me That I'm not safe and on my way from pulling back from glory No better than when I was drunk I keep on hearing that same story Sometimes you turn your life around then forget why Spent your days praying up to God you get no reply With a heart too full of sin to ever be refined Reaching can't seem to find He's leaving me behind Hook: Why did I wind up like this? I'm too overwhelmed with all my life is Go into my shell and hide till I'm missed I'm not doing well been finding my ends Why did I wind up like this? I'm too overwhelmed with all my life is Go into my shell and hide till I'm missed I'm not doing well been finding my ends Verse 2: I'm finding my ends If they're dead I've been Cleanse me of my sins Never gonna do it again I been through the ringer you threw me a loop on in Out here in the water save me from who I used to been You're improving him everybody saw a demon in me Everybody naw I'm free from envy Better when I crawl in the weeds on empty Please don't talk about Jesus You don't want to read from Ephesians And they wanna give me some reasons Their parents used to believe Him Proverbs 22:6 training up a child in the way to go And he will not depart when he gets old Take this verse to heart I was cold But I'm living proof learned about Him in my youth Drinking on 100 proof later and I met Him all alone Chosen by Him never let me go But I gotta make a choice and to do it on my own Bridge: I'm dragging my feet Help get me back I can't breathe Dear Lord what happened to me? I'm playing it back on repeat I'm a catastrophe Hook: Why did I wind up like this? I'm too overwhelmed with all my life is Go into my shell and hide till I'm missed I'm not doing well been finding my ends Why did I wind up like this? I'm too overwhelmed with all my life is Go into my shell and hide till I'm missed I'm not doing well been finding my ends I'm not doing well been finding my ends