messy

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Remember our first kiss? We were both wasted You had a boyfriend, I should've waited Went out for pancakes first thing in the morning Agreed to forget it like we could ignore The way we kissed like we had done it before Like no one in existence ever done it before and I still feel kinda bad about that guy at your dorm But if I knew the end, I would do it again [Chorus] It was messy and I loved it But I'm older now, I'm above it I thought it was cool thеn, but it wasn't We screwed it up into somеthing Something I don't wanna lose Messy, but not hard to choose [Verse 2] Now we're together, we're different people And you're having feelings for other people Try not to freak out when there's some tension You have a special need for attention Used to love it, but it's scaring me now And our love ain't going nowhere, it's just leveling out I wonder if you felt like this when you let him down Is it all in my head that you might do it again? [Chorus] It was messy and I loved it But I'm older now, I'm above it I thought it was cool then, but it wasn't We screwed it up into something Something I don't wanna lose Messy, but not hard to choose [Outro] I don't want you to resent me like I'm holding you back But I think this is a problem from your mom and your dad I can love you through the seasons, I can fill in the gaps But I can't be brand new and forever to you