Missed The Memo

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Since, sixteen I've been the same fellow Eyes red and fingers stained yellow Still lyin to vindicate why I disintegrate Tryin to drink to stay mellow Still tryna convince my mates I'm on the brink of fame like it's an inch away Rellos, still tryna indicate why I've been interstate like I can sing or play cello These days al my mates are maturing Having kids, so they're getting paid and securing their happiness Having marriages, no more gigs, no more smashing piss I'm just getting wasted and touring Even I facе a deterrent I know thе only way that I'm curing my brain is brainless Steppin on these stages at places that smell like jager and urine Far from a high roller When I stroll to the bar it's an eye roller I was cold from the start, from in my stroller Now I'm older, I ask if our minds alter My ex Queen knows my traits She was told from the start that I'm bipolar Though tried to have a poker face It resulted in holding my heart as my vice stole her Am I devoted or dumb? I've succumb to this road where there's so many bumps That I jump then I fall, then I come to a wall Where I'm scrunched in a ball and I know that I'm numb Too late now, I loaded the gun And provoked it as soon as the show had begun Exploding the sun for a moment of fun But I know that I'm gonna be alone when it's done [Hook] Shit, I guess I must of missed the memo On how to rebuild my life Must of missed the list of rennos To fix the chemicals in my mind Shit, I guess I must of missed the memo On how to rebuild my life Must of missed the list of rennos To fix the chemicals in my mind [Verse 2] Yeah, guess I missed the memo Coz it's all fun and games like Mr. Leno When we're tryna get rich with a disc we demo There's a price that we pay and the shit's expeno' Life comes just to switch the tempo Rest in peace Dista, these distant memo-ries Whisper again as I'm missin my friends I just wish that I never had to witness them go But my gluttony seems clear Coz I know that I'm lucky to be here But each year I say imma stay sober Backstage chugging a bucket of free beer And we cheers for nothing but these cheers for nothing But these weird percussions that we smear In deep teird discussions and leak tears above em And leave peers in love with it, each ear Friends say I should get a relationship But chicks I date, they never relate a bit Or maybe it's whenever that they commit I hate admitting my head is afraid of it Even when I've met an amazing chick There's no warmth in my bed as they've laid in it Too busy with the rise of the Ward for a wife to adore And the pressure to raise a kid Instead of settling down, I settle it down It settles when I see it all down I said it all sounds incredible, regrettable clown Til the roses corrode and the petals are brown I'd say it's too late for a medal II'm just chasing this credible crown As my brain is embezzled by the bass and the treble On a date with this dangerous devil I drown [Hook] I guess I must of missed the memo On how to rebuild my life Must of missed the list of rennos To fix the chemicals in my mind Shit, I guess I must of missed the memo On how to rebuild my life Must of missed the list of rennos To fix the chemicals in my mind