Lyrics

[Verse 1] It seems suspicious, everybody stares at me and whispers So I like to keep my privacy carefully restricted They're takin' photos of me, but I'm scared to see the pictures 'Cause I'm either pissed or paranoid or there to meet some bitches The rarest breed of prick that you could ever imagine I'm sad and pathetic and only put some effort in rappin' I guess I been slackin' off, 'cause the depression is back And the tablets in my medicine cabinet, again I'm forgettin' to have 'em My head's an assassin, the target is me It's harder to keep my spirits lifted when the harness is weak And after I speak up, it makes the carnage increase I swear my mates avoid me every time I ask if they're free I bet they're laughin' at least, are they crackin' up at my expense? I haven't managed much to find a friend that hasn't fuckin' lied and then I guess my panic stuff is kinda tense I just wanna vanish, 'cause I've had enough of cryin' when [Chorus] I wish I was invisible I just wanna suddenly vanish like it's the loveliest magic Because I wish I was invisible I'm fuckin' done with this panic and bein' stuck with this baggage And so I wish I was invisible I wish that I could disappear now, 'cause I'm sick of bein' 'round I wish I was invisible I wish that I could disappear now, as I drip a tear out I just wish I was invisible [Verse 2] At the moment, I'm agoraphobic Hopin' I have the focus to show I can rap the dopest But the truth is I actually only act devoted I lack the motivation and the patience a track is wrote with Whack promoters are treatin' me like I've just started And placin' me in a league with these other young artists Yeah, I wanna see the scene succeed in this tough market But why treat emcees equally if their stuff's garbage? The ones who lust stardom and wish to be rich Who sit at these gigs fidgety, then instantly switch Lickin' the dick of these promoters, and the mystery is How the fuck can they then have the nerve to give me some hints? Invisibility brings me a sense of comfort Like I could enter public without sensin' potential judgement Never wondered why to try and fix my life I get destructive Instead I fuckin' try to write until my pencil's busted [Chorus] I wish I was invisible I just wanna suddenly vanish like it's the loveliest magic Because I wish I was invisible I'm fuckin' done with this panic and bein' stuck with this baggage And so I wish I was invisible I wish that I could disappear now, 'cause I'm sick of bein' 'round I wish I was invisible I wish that I could disappear now, as I drip a tear out I just wish I was invisible [Verse 3] I hate the fact to catch the bus, I have to just Stay distracted and I must relax at once But my brain is anxious and it sucks, it's panic stuff But I mainly blame the passengers for actin' sus I've had enough of this patheticness and weakness I chose this path, and now ahead of it's a steep cliff My life story is repetitive with secrets Get it and you'll need to fuckin' edit it to read it A record that Complete spits, you can enjoy the rhythm But the lyrics, you will or you won't, grab some coins and flip 'em He's just a victim to this paranoia prison And in case you didn't know, he doesn't have a lawyer with him I have avoided givin' all this Lexapro a seventh go My depression grows so excessively that I let it flow Till I'm gettin' so upset, that I stay in bed at home Then I moan on some tracks people will love forever though [Chorus] I wish I was invisible I just wanna suddenly vanish like it's the loveliest magic Because I wish I was invisible I'm fuckin' done with this panic and bein' stuck with this baggage And so I wish I was invisible I wish that I could disappear now, 'cause I'm sick of bein' 'round I wish I was invisible I wish that I could disappear now, as I drip a tear out I just wish I was invisible [Outro] Disappear now, as I drip a tear out I just wish I was invisible Disappear now, as I drip a tear out I just wish I was invisible Disappear now, as I drip a tear out I just wish I was invisible Disappear now, as I drip a tear out I just wish I was invisible