Heartless Revenge

Lyrics

[Intro] You fuckin' did this Look at what you've made me This is for every single bit of pain That I've ever had to go through This is my heartless revenge [Chorus] This is for the cracks in my teeth, for the past I regret For the bastards who left all these scars in my head For the marks that I've made on the path that I've stepped For the darkest of days, for the part in his death For the tears that I've cried, for the after-effects For the years full of lies, for my father's neglect For all that I'm against, it's the start of the end As I release the old me for a heartless revenge [Verse 1] I used to think Lizzy was my soulmate Colgate taste after kissin' through the whole day That was grade six, keep thinkin' of them old days Cold change, how many more willies can a hole take? I hold hate for the way that she cheated On me, with my mates, the most crazy of street kids She needed a taste of my phase and extreme shit Then she slit her wrist, 'cause she hated what she did Like fiendin' a crack pipe, even when Ash died Prob'ly givin' gobbies for some speed at the crash site And that's why you were clean of the graff' life The reason at parties I'd leave with a black eye And that night you fucked Trevor, you slut Never have you ever been so dumb messin' with one's temper I went nuts, a chemical rush drug bender Ready to cut your cunt head off then I'd be much better [Chorus] This is for the cracks in my teeth, for the past I regret For the bastards who left all these scars in my head For the marks that I've made on the path that I've stepped For the darkest of days, for the part in his death For the tears that I've cried, for the after-effects For the years full of lies, for my father's neglect For all that I'm against, it's the start of the end As I release the old me for a heartless revenge [Verse 2] I was bashed at a place named Jackadder Lake Laced with bad habits, backstabbin' crack addict snakes I'd stand brave as they fractured my face And left my teeth lookin' like some damn shattered plates In the street scene, there's no backin' away Yet I had to plan an escape to keep my family safe But my past came with me like a shadow, it stayed Cunts raided my mum's bag for some cash they could take Now people say that it's pussy how I'm sad and afraid I almost got arse raped and you think panicking's gay? In a state of mind like mine relaxing is strange I went from healthy and happy to two packets a day My dad ran away, so I never had a father figure I was taught to be a man by a cask of liquor It's hard to pick a path to follow when you're lost Now you gotta pay the price, 'cause my honour is at cost [Chorus] This is for the cracks in my teeth, for the past I regret For the bastards who left all these scars in my head For the marks that I've made on the path that I've stepped For the darkest of days, for the part in his death For the tears that I've cried, for the after-effects For the years full of lies, for my father's neglect For all that I'm against, it's the start of the end As I release the old me for a heartless revenge [Bridge] So these are the reasons I can't sleep My past beats me down till I'm fiendin' to spark weed It scarred me and since seeing [?] leave Car keys increase the speed of my heartbeat People have asked me why don't I let go Like I should forget those many times that I left home The nights I regret stoned, the fights and the threats shown Instead, I get revenge with a mic and some headphones It's like I went roaming the streets of Innaloo To bein' too paranoid to leave my livin' room Spittin' new tracks as I reek of Winnie Blues Thinkin' about Ash, rest in peace, I'm missin' you It was you that told me to get focused Go back to school with some folders, and get noticed Now it's too late, enrolling again's hopeless I just hope you know that I hold your respect closest [Chorus] This is for the cracks in my teeth, for the past I regret For the bastards who left all these scars in my head For the marks that I've made on the path that I've stepped For the darkest of days, for the part in his death For the tears that I've cried, for the after-effects For the years full of lies, for my father's neglect For all that I'm against, it's the start of the end As I release the old me for a heartless revenge [Outro] Now we're fuckin' even