​​a devil’s tricks.

Lyrics

[Intro] Did you think I'd ever leave? Did you think that you would just fall to complacency? Did you think that you ever held any agency? Did you think that I would fall so gracelessly? [Verse 1] My mind's playing tricks on me It keeps on showing me the things that I could've been Like someone who adores duality (Do you hear me?) Instead I just sit and practice apathy [Verse 2] My mind's playing tricks on me Bringing into question the definition of sanity And what really constitutes as agony (Do you fear me?) My coping mechanisms keep on failing me [Chorus] I've kept myself at bay for so damn long (You're not strong) So now I think it's time for the Devil's song [Verse 3] I remember one short line It went, "One will turn to two, will turn to five" It seems I always knew that they would multiply (Just die) So why do I insist on keeping up these lies? [Verse 4] Yeah don't put your trust in me And don't confuse my blinding weakness for gallantry The truth is everything I do is cowardly (You will bleed) Stuck behind a thin veneer of neutrality [Chorus] Why do I lock myself inside my mind (Without pride) When that's exactly where these bad thoughts hide? (Just die) Why do I keep on lying, when deep down I know that this isn't right? A good devil masquerades out in the light [Bridge] Please, cease this feeling, disease This agony, feels, so clearly Please, don't fear me Please, it's stinging Please, it's killing me Reach, dry heaving Creeps, sincerely [Outro] I wish I could forget all about it But I know that the evil inside's what's keeping me grounded It's killing me to know that my heart is in two But my anger won't subside if I keep pretending I hate you My mind won't heal if you're not real This pain I feel can't be concealed The truth in me will be revealed And so, I yield