Lyrics

[Verse] Waking up early in the morning with a weird feelin How to construct my day when the tension be buildin But fuck it i'm chillin and killin time In a buoyant mood, plottin to spit a rhyme Flameboyant in my own solitude Neighbors greet me cuz i'm such a solid dude It's a beautiful day, it's like i'm mr rogers Surrounded by alacrity, everybody fucks with me See, i'm never buried in negativity Tell the reaper, come and get me I reaped what i sowed All the past i've owned Death ain't no scare, i'm limitless This is my philosophical rumination, it's so seemless Nothin can stop me, it's like i'm kissin the sky Not living in denial, life's my apple of my eye Cuz [Hook] I'm a superhero, i fight my own demons It's life or death, a matter of survival Cuz demons be killin ya as you turn suicidal [Verse] It's the afternoon, you started to doubt yourself Layin in bed like why the fuck you keep lyin to yaself Thoughts are kickin in sayin i don't really feel like myself Self esteem is lowerin, i'm fallin, runnin outta serotonin I'm so confused why i always underachieve in life It just ain't easy like riding a bike All these motivational speeches be poisoning my spiritual All these blind hopes are screaming for a miracle People i think i'm dope, cuz i'm full of dopamine But i'm filled with lust,greedy for the finer things Alcohol addiction, who the fuck is pulling my strings Geppeto don't get tho, these are the cards i've been dealt Need more oxytocin cuz i don't really love myself War on drugs, but these chemicals make me happy Demons be robbin me off my mental health, sadly They are gettin at me I guess i need a [hook] Superhero, to fight my own demons It's life or death, a matter of survival Cuz demons be killing me as i turn suicidal [Verse] It's late night, can't see the daylight Feelin depressed really oppressed By my own mentality that seems to manifest Isolated from my friends, had to cancel plans Anxiety's throwing fists No one is giving me a hand With all these numbers in my phone I don't wanna be prone to bother anyone when i'm alone In my loneliness, locked in a room in my own mental prison I always hide the key, i don't wanna go out it's fearsome Tears from my eyes, everything turned from wholesome to poison So poignant, but i don't wanna die like this Disappointment, i don't wanna live like this Eating all this fast food, it's baneful The shit i'm doing to me, it's painful It's a cry for help I guess i need a superhero to save me from myself [hook ] Superhero, to fight my own demons It's life or death, a matter of survival Cuz demons be killing me as i turn suicidal