Lyrics

[Verse] Yo, listen I'm back on my noxious habits Ladies pull me back in a fraction Cuz they don't waste their time With someone that's such a waste, fine Devil in a bottle, waiting for that first sip The thirst of that cheap wine gon take me on an emotional trip Going from euphoria to dysphoria in an instant I just need that bottle and get back to my bubble I'm so distant Hopeless and broken, skeptic to let anybody in Y'all just elephants in my room getting under my skin I got an isolated facade, i barely show the door to my own squad Not even a major khaled key would make me open up I just want to be perceived as cold hearted Silly and kill me for being often retarded Shit, came to realize that world's a circus Everyone is a good clown on the surface That's hella ironic I gotta admit that i'm an alcoholic When i come back home, my feelings are gonna douse Man im drowing in champaigne showers alone in my house Hopefully i don't go out like amy winehouse [Hook] I can't control the world around me getting colder Plus i got enemies over my shoulder I'm just grateful for another day Another chance and now i let it go away? [Verse] Tried to go sober But it's never over I'm sobbin, heart's throbbing I'm so damaged, but i never show it So hard on myself, you already know it I often need affection, that's my fucking problem It's a fact Thats why my relationships got Rocky, ASAP Can't seem it to let go off my past, even though it's all wrapped I know the present is a gift, but all i got is rap I spill my emotions, impose my will, go with the motions Fill my own void, sometimes i'm so annoyed By the toxicity of my friends Where i just happen to blend God damn i need a fucking chainsaw to cut these people off Y'all just chain me to your interests, i knew y'all were some knock offs Truth is, i'm a user who happens to be used Truth is, i'm turning into my dad Take a sip, until my feelings douse I just hope i don't go out like amy winehouse