Terminus

Lyrics

Boondox: Put my heart to paper, spillin' blood in every sentence Take my whole entire life, condense it down to 60 minutes Cursin' (Cursin') was it worth it, sacrifice and hope they heard it Misery you don't deserve it, but you hoped that it was worth it Listen I know the struggle now the gate and through this jungle Everything becomes a battle, learn to live with bloody knuckles On the wrong end of buckles from inebriated uncles Memories and certain sausage you can't bury with a shovel I tried to make sense of this and often side is sensitive Fuck 'em if they don't like it 'cause it's how some people deal with it Like a sedative when the hurt becomes repetitive Positive and negative, all of it is relative Jamie Madrox: How many times do I have to fall From the top of my dreams when I reach for it all Is it possible (Anything's possible) And that's why I'll never stop And I keep tellin' myself, I can't believe it thinks again I'm tellin' myself, I'll never know how this ends, the story goes on Boondox: I've always tried to live a little better than I'm feelin' By concealing brutal urges, think it's workin' 'cause I'm dealing With a appetite fiend with thing that might dismantle Any positive example that put me out just like a candle Without no kind of purpose and even broken on the surface S'own legacy is my verse 'cause my family thinks I'm worthless So I, write these sixteens with the things from my dreams Put it on a beat to hopefully silence my screams, silence my screams Huh, I still be screwed up when I'm dead and gone "Fuck it all" written on my headstone But, it doesn't matter just another closing chapter If you still need the answers take it up with the pastor Jamie Madrox: How many times do I have to fall From the top of my dreams when I reach for it all Is it possible (Anything's possible) And that's why I'll never stop And I keep tellin' myself, I can't believe it thinks again I'm tellin' myself, I'll never know how this ends, the story goes on Boondox and Jamie Madrox: I'm not feelin' numb There's something goin' on And I'm not feelin' numb So I'll just disappear Jamie Madrox: How many times do I have to fall From the top of my dreams when I reach for it all Is it possible (Anything's possible) And that's why I'll never stop And I keep tellin' myself, I can't believe it thinks again I'm tellin' myself, I'll never know how this ends, the story goes on And my story goes on