Monster

Lyrics

[Chorus: Meg Frampton] Monster, how should I feel? Creatures lie here, looking through the windows Monster, how should I feel? Creatures lie here, looking through the windows [Verse 1: Boondox] I'm not afraid of the dark, but I'm afraid of my heart And I'm afraid that everything is gonna fall apart Always afraid that things will never get better I went from writing down rhymes to typing suicide letters Diagnosed with paranoia, you can check my prescription I'm a manic depressive, one of my many conditions I'm not a prophet or a sayer, but I'm seeing a vision My life, it was beyond it on a one-way collision If ignorance is bliss, then I'm devoid of any sorrows 'Cause I don't wanna know the outcome of today or tomorrow I just wanna hide inside my own private Hell How can I ever get to Heaven, when so many angels fell I'm just a human being, I'm just only being human With eternity and judgement from another always looming It's a wonder that I made it with these voices in my head With all these monsters at my window, staring at me in my bed [Chorus: Meg Frampton] Monster, how should I feel? Creatures lie here, looking through the windows Monster, how should I feel? Creatures lie here, looking through the windows Monster, how should I feel? Creatures lie here, looking through the windows [Verse 2: Boondox] If you're a friend to me or kin to me, an enemy or into me I'm begging on a bended knee, come and put an end to me Put me out my misery, permanently no injury I'm tired of fighting entities, I'm running out of energy Feel like a lost boy, searching for the answers Just waitin' on tragedy, a heart attack or even cancer So many monsters hiding, waiting round the corner for us If life is like a song, I'm at the verse and searching for the chorus Maybe I should stop and take a moment, put it in perspective Maybe I should take a knife and take a life and get injected I just wanna go out on my own fucking terms Knowing it was me that put me in the dirt and with the worms I think I'll pop another pill, try to heal the ill Wash it down with gasoline, light a match and that's for real But I'll just probably go to sleep and try to clear my head Hiding from these monsters at my window, underneath my bed [Chorus: Meg Frampton] Monster, how should I feel? Creatures lie here, looking through the windows Monster, how should I feel? Creatures lie here, looking through the windows Monster, how should I feel? Creatures lie here, looking through the windows Monster, how should I feel? Creatures lie here, looking through the windows Monster, how should I feel? Creatures lie here, looking through the windows Monster, how should I feel? Creatures lie here, looking through the windows