DEMONS

Lyrics

[Chorus] Fuck all my demons, I'll make do Hating  myself all I've ever known Cuttin'  my wrist to forget you Battlin' love when the drugs show Fuck all my demons, I'll make do Hating  myself all I've ever known Cuttin'  my wrist to forget you, ayy, ayy, ayy [Verse 1] Late night, cigarettes and heartbreak, tryna let you know that I Never  meant to hurt you, leave you feelin' like my heart was empty all this time Tell me that you're movin' on, you're happy now, you never meant to hurt me, nah Now I'm stuck by myself, tryna find a way to tell the people that I loved that I had never hated anyone, I guess I  guess I'm just, goin' through a time that I don't wanna discuss And end at people that I'm tryna get away from You're the last time I missed, never matching to this and amassing the stress in my chest Been drivin' me crazy, but nevertheless, I hope that you find what you needed I hope that you find someone willing to give you their life Hand over their heart, surrender their soul and be happy with that But it can't be me, no, it won't be me It can't be me, it can't be me, said it won't be me, said it won't be me It can't be me, nah [Chorus] Fuck all my demons, I'll make do Hating myself all I've ever known Cuttin' my wrist to forget you Battlin' love when the drugs show Fuck all my demons, I'll make do Hating myself all I've ever known Cuttin' my wrist to forget you (Ayy) Battlin' love when the drugs show (Ayy) [Verse 2] Promise me, promise me, every night you fall asleep you think of me All the times you lied to me and told me that I was the only one you loved Hope you're happy, hope you know that now I'm nothing, dead inside, my heart resides All alone, gettin' colder by the minute, wonder if it beats for you Even if it could, I shut any thought of you and turn it back to ash Hate the scent of wintertime, the way it holsters you inside my mind again Slowly losing my ability to love or trust, or take a fuckin' break, 'cause All that's keepin' me alive is all the anger that I scribble down at night I swear a thousand times, my soul is heavier than it has ever been Hate your guts for makin' me believe that everything I think or say is wrong Speak my mind, I'm left behind, so catchin' up is losing all this fuckin' trust Can't believe I ever thought you really cared, you were happy using me Yeah, and if you think this song is about you, unless you crawled your ass right out your grave I swear that you don't mean shit to me and never will, I swear upon my life Rip my lungs right out my chest, you stole my breath Yet, I believed, I kept on giving, I guess that it was stupid to believe that I was right on the brink of gettin' my head straight