LETTERS

Lyrics

[Verse 1: BLCKK] And if you find my fuckin' body on the floor Just know I didn't wanna do this anymore I used to think about the way that I would pull it off I'm leavin' letters for my family on the door I try to keep this shit from turnin' to a war But all the promises you made, you fuckin' swore And I could never be content, I wanted more I send you messages, some more you could ignore And I was hopin' that my mental could restore This shit ain't my responsibility, it's yours To be happy, and you, I did adore But now I'm diggin' for options inside my drawers And I can't even focus on the shit I wanna say I got a million little demons in my head, like, every day They don't play, motherfucker, I can tell you that They got me thinkin' I should fuck around and pray They got me thinkin' I should change the color in the bath They got me thinkin' shit that I don't wanna say (Yuh, yuh) But either fuckin' way I'm 'bout to die one day (Uh) It might as well be now I ain't got shit left that I could live for now Keep telling me that I'ma get better, bitch, how? I ain't waitin' no more, I think I want death now And I don't care what I gotta do Go through bricks with my bare fuckin' fists Just so I could have one night with my family And look around and not fuckin' doubt this shit Is it worth it if I stick around? I'm causin' way more pain than I ever could happiness Fuck around and hit the ground I'm takin' more people with me if I keep on breathin' [Refrain: BLCKK] And I don't know what your intentions are at all I feel so small, yeah [Interlude: BLCKK] And I don't know what your intentions are at all I feel so small, yeah I don't know what your intentions are at all I feel so small, yeah [Chorus: BLCKK & Lil Darkie, BLCKK] Hope my life don't crash and burn And I'm out next year, so I hope you learn That I can't live down what you did to me But I will not frown 'cause it's meant to be Hope my life don't crash and burn And I'm out next year, so I hope you learn That I can't live down what you did to me But I will not frown 'cause it's meant to be (Yeah) [Refrain: BLCKK & Lil Darkie] And I don't know what your intentions are at all I feel so small, yeah And I don't know what your intentions are at all I feel so small, yeah [Verse 2: Lil Darkie] Yuh, negative energy spread inside of the Hennessy Many indebted to all my niggas sat in the credit Did intentions, the few embedded in my temple out my dental Fentanyl is taking my niggas up all these rentals, ornamental Parental, please, be gentle, lest I end up you I like to write my Haikus, that was the last line I choose I like the sky in my blues, I'm talkin' cyan chartreuse I'm gettin' high with my crew, but steady cryin' 'bout you I need a way to go If you pay, I'll show my one true life to you Pitiful, won't point that pipe to you Stay afloat, don't see that side, do you? I need a way to go If you pay, I'll show my one true life to you Pitiful, won't point that pipe to you Stay afloat, don't see that side, do you? [Refrain: BLCKK & Lil Darkie, Lil Darkie] And I don't know what your intentions are at all I feel so small, yeah And I don't know what your intentions are at all I feel so small, yeah (Yeah) [Outro: Lil Darkie] Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha