RUNNER

Lyrics

[Intro: Devi McCallion] Do you feel it yet, bitch? [Verse 1: Ada Rook, Devi McCallion] I could be anything I want (Anything I want, anything I want) I could be somewhere far away (Far away) I could make peace with what I'm not (What, what, what, what) I could be real again someday (Hahahaha) Real again someday I don't really know myself, I don't really believe myself I don't really know why I see rotten things inside myself I don't really understand a single thing that's said to me "I don't really care who you are or what you think of me!" But that's so fucking untrue when no one's listening [Chorus: Ada Rook & Devi McCallion] Put me under I want to get away I wonder if I could make it She's a runner I hear she fucks with something other You don't know the half of it [Verse 2: Devi McCallion] I'm just a pain that hurts too much Inverted shadow time delay Mirror image of something that I never really even was Heterosanity able-bodied LCD display But I'm lost in the world So different, so unsuited for it (Fuck) So sick, so fucked up in it (Fuck) So doomed, so dead, so... fuck [Pre-Chorus: Ada Rook] I'll get away and I'll be all that I dreamed of I'll become everything that you were so scared I would be I'll push the limits of what you thought I was capable of You'll never see me again I know what you did to me [Chorus: Ada Rook & Devi McCallion] Put me under I want to get away I wonder if I could make it She's a runner I hear she fucks with something other You don't know the half of it [Verse 3: Ada Rook] This anger burns out too quick to hold I wanna be engulfed but I'm out in the cold Am I a character in some sick fantasy that's getting old? What happens from now on if it turns out I never told you? I want to start again, I want this hurt to die I want it to destroy me so I'll have a reason not to lie I want to hear your voice and tell you it's the last time ever I want to cut away, I want to separate and sever [Outro: Ada Rook, Devi McCallion] I could be anything I want I could be somewhere far away I could make peace with what I'm not I could be real again someday (Hahahahaha) Real again someday I'm going to start again I'm going to start again