THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS

Lyrics

[Verse 1: Ada Rook, Devi McCallion, Both] Is there any truth To what you tell me you know about me? I don't wanna underestimate your intellect But something tells me there is something more to this Go ahead and escape, a couple times a day Will do you good but don't forget to bring yourself Back to what you're terrified of every single day Yeah, she's okay (haha, oh fuck) I am not like you I wanna forget myself and be lied to I don't know if anything is right I'm just a girl who can't look herself in the eye I am not like you I wanna forget myself and be lied to I don't know if anything is right I'm just a girl who can't look herself in the eye [Chorus: Ada Rook] And in my dreams I am somewhere where I can fall apart I can think nothing and only Feel what I need to [Verse 2: Devi McCallion] Who fuckin' knows whats up? Who the fuck knows whats up? Who really knows whats up? Who the fuck knows whats up? Thank God, thank God I'm not gay Thank God, thank God I'm not scared Thank God it's not fucking happening Thoughts and prayers Thoughts and prayers Thank god, thank God I'm not gay Thank God that I don't know anything Thank God, thank God I'm not scared Thoughts and prayers Thoughts and prayers It's the fucking worst, isn't it? It's so fucking cursed, isn't it? It's a fucking curse, isn't it? "Thoughts and prayers" "Thoughts and prayers" These bitches just wanna watch us die They wanna pray over our dead bodies alive They wanna- [Refrain: Ada Rook & Devi McCallion] Leave us alone We dont wanna fucking hurt anyone We just wanna feel anything before we're done Leave us alone We just wanna have control of our lives We just wanna get off, feel safe and die [Chorus: Ada Rook] And in my dreams I am somewhere where I can fall apart I can think nothing and only Feel what I need to [Interlude: Ada Rook, Devi McCallion] "So do.." "Yeah, we're doing it." "Okay. Just give me a second, uh... when's it start?" "We're– we're doing it, right now." "Okay, fine–" [Verse 3: Ada Rook, Devi McCallion, Both] Everything is movement, everything is hypochondriac And pieced together from the fragments of losing Sight of what I thought you wanted me to be Though I've tried, and it almost killed me You cannot know this You cannot pretend to be close with me Psychosis batters at your worldview and gnosis Whoa, it's only been a minute and a moment And you're already done? This is praxis Do you have anything to fight back with? No, you lack it Am I making you worry? Is your vision getting blurry? Yeah, you're gonna need glasses I burn so fucking bright but your eyesight only sees ashes I am long past this Post-traumatic, manic Consciousness blasted Look in my eyes and see the person you damaged "How'd that sound?" [Chorus: Ada Rook] And in my dreams I am somewhere where I can fall apart I can think nothing and only Feel what I need to Pick yourself off the floor And look yourself in the eye [Refrain: Ada Rook & Devi McCallion] Leave us alone We dont wanna fucking hurt anyone We just wanna feel anything before we're done Leave us alone We just wanna have control of our lives We just wanna get off, feel safe and die