Dissociation

Lyrics

[Intro: Backxwash] Yo Yo Check [Verse 1: Backxwash] I thought I told you that I'm off drugs This time I'ma be for real This time I'ma keep it trill 'Cause lies can get people killed But I'm tryna wind Could you find me a decent seal If we split the bill We could split it still I know I owe you from last time But I'm on my last dime And I got you next if that's fine Don't mean to be dramatic but this shit is a lifeline I don't think I'm an addict, I'm just really unhappy Everything on the planet is just speeding right past me And I blink as the havoc is as real as it's nasty Pour a drink for the habits to the sink as I'm gagging I don't think of the damage or how I heave when I'm laughing I never thought that I'd be fucked like this I'm on the cold floor, never felt a hug like this And to this drink of vodka I got one last wish It's rest in peace to this beautiful son of a bitch [Chorus: Chloe Hotline] Disjoin, divide To shield my mind The noises I'll acknowledge Just to push them outside I got beside myself Played how the hand was dealt I got beside myself And tried not to worsen The view in third person [Sampled Interlude] There's a few straight male flight attendants and I don't like 'em! They don't care about anything but their manhood Y'know, it's like, "How do you work the oxygen mask? I'm not gay! Okay?" [Verse 2: Backxwash] I started running as shadows started to chase me I had to pick up the pace and fix up my laces And then I saw the sun that lit up the pavement And I saw your face in the grace and it was amazing, check it Is this a daydream or dissociation? That embrace feels like heaven waiting No need for seditation Though I've been cursed with my many ailments I feel grateful for your presence I feel grateful for your patience And time was ticking and I was dead in the hole Drenched in the soil water Dead even 'fore I got up Take me lord If it's all Set in stone Please no more I give up Yes, you win Less is more I am yours Heard the call From the doldrums Like a bell in a storm As we sailed in the boat To the place that we are We remain as we are And we cherish the thought Of just us It's just us Anywhere that we are [Outro: Chloe Hotline] They'd rather you stay square Just to fit in your plans but I Never would, I'm too parallelogram, I Fighting the settings and this the last stand, I Withdrew myself, it was all in advance, I— The more you know about yourself, the better Rewrite your history before you lose that feather Figure it out, figure it out The shield ain't all the way down All the way down Figure it out, figure it out Figure it out, figure it out The shield ain't all the way down All the way down And it won't cost when it count Cost when it counts And I'm starting to feel like I'm back in control And I start to feel like I'm past this road And I'm starting to feel like I'm back in control And I start to feel like I'm past this road And I'm starting to feel like I'm back in control