WAIL OF THE BANSHEE

Lyrics

[Verse: Backxwash] My mind's stuck in a torture chamber, it's locked and dangered Coats and hangers, ropes that dangle for all to witness When I was young I never thought I would call it quits and And now I'm old and I want it all, so lord forgive me It takes me back to my little helium tank I bought the shit and I laughed, motion sickness from gas I'm coughing blotchy, almost drop my knees to the bath Puking blood all the way from North Rhodesia and back and I I should have left a note 'Cause if life is what you make of it, I'm going for the do or die approach I just took some Fireball with some shit that I don't know Should have took some Tylenol and maybe supersized it all Maybe then I would feel something Look in the mirror, it's telling me I should kill something So in the midst, how I can't handle how I'm feeling Try to jump, but I always land by hanging from a ceiling And my therapist told me try happy thoughts in the midst of it So I did it with alcohol and some pill poppin' It's the life of the vagabond, when shit doesn't matter y'all Trying some Adderall, I don't feel nothing In the silence, hear the screams of the banshee Hear the demons that haunt, that puppeteer in my thoughts The Cavalier in my conscience rides on a Pale Horse Don't know what to do but just stay woke So fuck 'em