WOO

Lyrics

Why am I like this? I scream at the fuckin ceiling Sick of having to light this tree just to maufacturing a feeling of human Why do I do this? What do I got to prove? They said I wouldn't amount to shit, so what the fuck I got to lose I could just hang it up now, nobody'd think of me less If I went with Jeff to some staffer to false pass a piss test But I ain't built for that, thirty concussions with black lungs in my chest I was burning blunts in the woods while they took the President Test But I digress while I'm ashing my life away All my homies catching cases and babies, so much has changed And I just stayed the same, rooted to all of my old mistakes While my attempts to understand myself and God are drawin hate So I feel isolated, can't even say I'm gay, I'm ashamed At how they weaponized it, identify as tables and planes Screaming "Bigot!" cause my stomach's wrenching at them gender switching children Rather take to Twitter, say that I ain't the color of who they killin "Why you mad about it?", Y'all ain't been in the Druff When the dew's setting, few lights on the sidewalk a bag of drugs on my bag As I peddled death like I was Phillip Morris Y'all just wanna joke, y'all don't give the whole fuckin story Y'all got three kids, five jobs, how is that a fuckin life? Forty in the Druff, y'all was never them dudes, sell your mics They stagnatin, hatin on my lack of patience Cause you lazy and I really lived the crazy shit you claimin But it's why I can't sleep without drinking, afraid to speak what I'm thinking She laugh and say she know evil, but she ain't dealt with these demons Ain't sat and brooded for weeks without seeing sun or a person Don't know how deep it gets, ain't never seen the shit behind the curtains Why I'm self destructing, wrist shoved through the button The countdown's finished, guess I'm just a cold husk shufflin Can't trust shit, what is love? What is hate? What is fear? Can't discern the earnest from who's saying what I wanna hear Why am I here? I feel it's more than PUBG Smoke ear to ear, barely flinching when my lungs bleed Normal shit, seen so many perish in the course of this I pour it out in reverence of the homies for it touch lips So sick, tear you down within minutes Won't even let nobody die for they mock you for they rememberance Mothafuckas went and gunned down X bout an hour ago It's got me contemplating life again, how fast that it go When no one got respect for nothing, all desensitized Fuckin selective bout who they say deserve to live and die They don't get it, they ain't never felt this kind of split When you consumed by all the guilt for every shitty thing you did, so you don't never rest Or think steady, my head is an Uncontrollable place when the inward pain begin to set in Near the morning hours when I'm alone with my worst nemesis Wish I could switch bodies with God just to know what heaven is So I could feel deserving of all that I'm starting to earn Ric Flair Complex, I'll be pouring sweat in my urn Knuckles covered in dirt, I been bringing in the harvest So my people won't be starving when I'm dead and departed So when I'm on this I'm hard as the metal flesh of Colossus Ain't been the type to commute to some nine to five at my office As I get old I'm fighting to live the way I feel I should Thinking I threw it all away trying to fix what I never could