Talladega Nights

Lyrics

(Intro) Yo, rest in peace X, real shit (First Verse) Now I feel like they gon' do me like this Wait til I'm shot and then weaponize it Only get focused on my womanizing But it don't match to my own despising Wish I wasn't so damn complicated Ostracizing all remarks they hate As they romanticize the way they handle life While over-analyzing every thought I state to get em all enraging So quick, they won't even let the smoke clear They'll be robbin all the money off my body, sheddin no tears Probably say that I'm a rapist, racist Faceless place they can dump all they blame in They the ones that get to sleep okay Never been afraid they the one leavin today With the street with they lay, but they scream anyway And wanna say that I could pray or believe it away But I stay so cold that I keep three blankets Never planned on reachin these ages Used to never be away from me I opened up and now she afraid of me She said "You don't even love yourself, how the hell you gonna ever love me?" I been trying to find an answer in ashes of cancer, feel like God smothered all my dreams How the fuck am I supposed to get my molars fixed If no one has no openings? They know I'm shit And I always quit so goddamn quick, can't tell you why I try to fight it but my person flip Cobwebs on the dick tip Out of my own control, strings tied onto both wrists Old bitches try to say I done sick shit They don't ever see what turned you to the demon that they think you is (Hook) You don't know shit about me We ain't never been down, we ain't never been teams Lotta shit changed, it could never be the same On my way to the grave with the brake lines clipped in the wrong lane Talladega nights (Second Verse) No guidance, Dad could've been a ghost They be lyin where he went, but you old enough to know That ain't true, cause you in the shit too Stayin up til the sun, drunk so you skip school (unh) Wish I was someone else Stayin pissed off, can't help my mental health Hate bein honest, I ain't proud of my life They'll probably flaunt it when I'm gone, but I'm solo tonight Hit a bowl inbetween verses, feelin unburdened But only for a moment then I'm hurtin All over again, just hopin to feel I'm whole within And fill this gapin hole below the skin Friends say they feel but can't say this shit Can't take the hate they ain't brave as this Can't bear the pain I had to take for this But I ain't Jesus homie, I ain't savin shit 'Cept roaches, all in the ashtray So afraid every day is my last day Y'all just shit on my rep, smear campaign Seventeen, see "kill" in my last name (yeah) I ain't got a choice in the matter I'ma voice all the chatter til the source of it splatter on the wall Hopin I just make it through the fall Ain't nobody waitin to catch when I fall (goddamn) Feel like I'm watchin the world end Y'all be nappin inside while they hurlin They molotovs, yeah when I was small I knew I'd never live as long as Gore Vidal But I ain't never thought that shit would come to this The color of my piss done made the doctor sick And you gon' fake like you was always down with this? (nah) (Hook) You don't know shit about me We ain't never been down, We ain't never been teams Lotta shit changed, It could never be the same On my way to the grave with the brake lines clipped in the wrong lane (Outro) And now that I gave it all I'm finally free Don't feel no pressure, can finally breathe I had been stressin myself to the limit Until I was clutchin pills like "I'ma end it" But now I'm just in it, I roll with the flow of it They got a bone to pick, I got a bowl to hit (yeah, unh) Said I just roll with it Hopin the walls of this cube don't keep closin in They wanna waste they fuckin time with photoshoots Christ is returnin, I know I'm long overdue (yeah, unh) Y'all don't know nothin about me This shit is so potent a Javelin won't down me Was in the Druff with just a couple bucks Was stumblin onto Snowmill tryin to catch a buzz I said I'm in it now so I just flow with it Hopin the walls of this cube don't keep closin in Hope it just let me stack these bills and smoke And they don't go Dexter, throw me off the boat Pledge of allegiance, eat it up, and follow Whatever it takes just to wake up tomorrow That's real as it gets, I got no more regrets They can hate, I'm just tryin to get through all the mess Take control of my energy, use it like Ness Tryin to view all this sufferin round me as a test (yeah)