Lyrics

Can I ask you what it's like to be a nihilist? You'll ask me, "What's the difference?" (What's the difference?) To race, to die, you say that's all there is I sink, as I think, as I wonder why I let my body decay from the inside I sink, I think, as I wonder why Cross my arms and beg to die Can I ask you, "Are you happy how you're living?" And you'll respond, "What the fuck's the difference?" Responsibilities don't care about your mindset They'll just take, and take, and take And take, and take, and take And take all that you have to give So I'll scream out, "Are you happy how you're living?" And you'll respond with, "What the fuck's the difference?" I barely eat, I rarely sleep I've lost a lot of weight So I'll keep burning my lungs away Tell my mother I'm sorry I should've—there's not enough time There's sharks in the water Though nobody seems to mind I'm straining for solace But it's not very [?] There's blood in the water And I'm afraid, what if I die? Know that I do not want to lie Sometimes, sometimes it's hard to stay alive I sink as I drink As I long to be high I spend my last breath to apologize Sorry, darling, I just can't get to the phone right now I'm not angry, I'm just fighting with my younger self My lungs collapse as I become the thing I used to hate I wanted more, I wanted more Than I knew I could take Can I ask you how you think the song ends? And you'll answer, oh, you'll answer 'Cause I figure, if there is intelligent life out there Then let's teach 'em how to duel Hahahahaha!