Sleepy Dreamer

Lyrics

Fall in love, fall asleepand dream forever Fall in love, fall asleepand dream forever Fall in love, fall asleepand dream forever Fall in love, fall asleepand dream forever Fall in love, fall asleepand dream forever Fall in love, fall asleepand dream forever I wanna fall in love, fall asleepand dream forever Fall together and dissolve, and Forgot how to remember our names [Panned] [R] What are you running from? [L] What am I running from? [R] What are you running from? [L] What am I running from? Why can't you let go of something Worth trading your marbles for? I'm now down on all fours I'm layin' vulnerable with the courage of a coward I'm wearing your bloody clothes The least you could do is show your teeth and fake a smile Abuse my power chord, plug me in, suck me dry Stick needles in my pores, let all endorphins, flood Give me permission to enjoy myself-just one more time How can I finish if I don't know where to start, uhh? What good is visionzombie walking through the darkUhh? Shadow boxing guilt with a pillow and strap To wrap my little silhouette Put a tourniquet around my trance Extract the innocence and serve to those who lack How can I prove myself with your hands around my neck? Take my self image for hostage, put a gun up to its head That's a threat, that's protection You can't steal my high but I can't look down when I'm laying on my back, no matter how hard I try But I'm comfortable to a comfort zone I'm confined, desensitized to a cultural design Dehumanized, accused, mutilized since youth Scrutinized, safe and sorry, safe and sound for crying out loud Suicide is uselessbut I don't know what I have until I loose it But I can hear you muffled purring Whispering your precious prayer I wanna pet your wet tears and Hold them dearly to my chest 'til the rest disappears I'm undressed behind the mirrors on velvetrug, polished up I got no helmet on and if all goes well, we'll fall before we jump But what have I become? I've never felt touch Maybe I try too hard No, maybe I don't try hard enough Some will want a war I'm fighting, handle out Tucked back in a corner Feeling average, curled up in a ball No more cold shoulders I've slowly become immune to I'm now pulling overrunning around on a quarter Tank of recycled fumes and I'm properly groomed at the beauty pageants And highly intoxicated before the last mutant Pursues to illuminate, enthusiasm toward more and more Attention. I've paid in full wage but I can't spend it all in one place Besides, I have no more time to waste on sensualistic episodes 'cause I detect the side effects but still go back for refills Now my mind's a wreck my spine is bent, tear me down And watch me rebuild Eye to eye with the eye of the storm At the speed of light with no windshield Going astray outside the linesthat keep me in line (now how's the wind feel?) I'm upsetbeen set up, force fed to swallow volatile fumes Tryin' to puke out a rainbow, hung upside-down By my toes in this cocoon Two horns and a halo Imperfect first-person verse Imaginary friend My fantasy's a sin For me its hurt be a nervous wreck Perfection never met For me it hurts to keep a balance Underneath my heavy skin It's promisingto see the problems at the end of fingertips But I still lack the fingerprints to make a perfect match Put me to the test, I promise not to cheat, pick up my teeth And I'll make this mess more clean Don't you wish it was just so? Something worth telling my offspring Don't you wish I felt control? For now myself is all I'm offering I'm na�vesmiling, highly amused Find me on the brighter side of things Tryin' to pull the other side of me through Lips kiss themselves