Positive Result

Lyrics

[Intro] "I don't think I'm gonna make it" With an ardent voice, I scream it Even though I cannot sense it I can tell that my cells are revolting Turning paradigms to sickness Felt only by these hands of mine It's time, oh, it's time to prepare for the Angels to cry For the one they won't receive [Verse 1] I am all alone With my heart at stake I will hold my breath As it palpitates (It doesn't seem to make a difference) Even if I pray For a slow decay (ahhh, ahhh!) I am gonna be Be alonе again (Now I am contorting wildly) I can't halt the fear To appreciatе (feelings clashing) Everything I seem (overwhelming) Seem to have today (Understanding math so vague) And I can't control What's controlling me and (I graph a picture of a morbid day) Living while I'm dying every day [Chorus] With a fear that lasts an eternity Counting one, two, three, to the metronome of destiny In love with earthly frequencies, the ripping sound of frantic waves It's growing, flowers exploding, round and round, they're breathing, eating me alive Even if I wanna break away The sirens, gnawing at my chest, will feast upon this heart today, oh I CAN'T BREATHE, NO, THEY'RE RACING AFTER ME THE SOUNDS, THE SIGHTS, MY MEMORIES SO WITH A TAINTED REASONING, PLEASE GET ME, GET ME OUT OF HERE, I– [Verse 2] BECOMING ONE WITH THE SOIL AND THE DIRT OH, THE WORMS AND ALL THE PARASITES WILL EAT ME FOR DESSERT! LETTING GO AND LETTING BLOOD CAN NEVER BE REHEARSED OH, YOU KNOW I'M GONNA CLAIM THAT I'M ONLY GETTING WORSE! Can't you answer me Those looking down on me? This survival rate Forever it is plummeting These statistics aren't re-re-reassuring me, I'm Losing all control Losing all control Heal me Please Just breathe... Believe... [Chorus] With a fear that lasts an eternity Counting one, two, three, to the metronome of destiny Within these earthly frequencies, I'm seeking answers endlessly Just give me a sign that this feeling's gonna end 'Cause the world never pauses for the cowardly It pushes past the plagued and pageless poet's elegies (Good things come to those who wait) But after all, the only person that's without disease (Beauty and grace) Is only six feet deep With a fear that lasts an eternity Counting one, two, three, as the world I know is crumbling In love with earthly frequencies, the ripping sound of frantic waves, my God If you just listened then you'd know this feeling's eating me alive! (Don't try to fight what you can't see!) Even if I wanna break away The sirens, gnawing at my chest, will feast upon this heart today, oh BRACING FOR IMPACT, WHAT'S REAL IS PLAIN TO SEE "THESE THOUGHTS ARE JUST PROTECTING ME" THE BIBLIOCLAST TO MY OWN STORY And I can't remember what it's like to put up a fight Or to do what's right for me Cause when all that you believe is a lie Oh, no one's there to care or understand you when you cry [Outro] I DON'T THINK I'M GONNA MAKE IT OUT WITH AN ARDENT VOICE I SCREAM IT LOUDER AND LOUDER I'M PLEADING FOR A SLOW DECAY THE RESULTS OF THIS TEST OF FATE ARE-