Current State of Mind IV

Lyrics

[intro] Zoocci coke dope [Verse 1: Zoocci Coke Dope] Go on live your life, you're good on your own Grab a camp chair, you don't deserve a throne Stuck with memories, I'm sitting all alone I was with my niggas probably getting stoned I was your nigga, I was like your mascot You were looking average, I was giving mad props I was addicted to your pussy like a crack rock Take my weed, put it in the stash spot I'm only joking, it's crazy what love will make you do I guess it's my fault, I've always seen a better you If you were me and I was you, I wonder what you would do And I would never put you through the things you put me through Looking at my efforts, I feel like a fool Can never fall in love, I fall into a pool Ass fat full moon in the afternoon What happens after school happens after school 'Cause when it's wartime, it's really wartime And when it's your time, it's really your time Made a name for yourself, it's everywhere you go Even where you stay I couldn't love a hoe [Chorus] You know for you I played a fool The things you do, I'd never do It's constantly war between us both Your love ain't for me, I need something new Push me away any chance you get Don't try to stay, it will be the same You just need to run away from me You just need to stay away from me [Verse 2: Zoocci Coke Dope] Fuck if you love me when you don't love yourself Smoking on broccoli, man, I hope it helps I find some time to think properly, still gon' fuck yourself Way this shit is going I can't wish you well Throwing all my coins down a wishing well Before I wish you well, 'cause you bring me hell Lies between your lights, but now I know you well Overthinking everything, I'm in a mental cell Why would you act like I was insecure When you were lying I couldn't be sure You saw my pain and couldn't be a cure You saw my pain and brought me some more You had me wrapped around your lil' finger Thought I was stupid like I'm not that nigga Get over you I hope it happen quicker Blow out my brains, I'm finna pull the trigger Voices in my head, Zulu I why would you date her Bad communication running outta data Don't wanna see you now, don't wanna see you later Telling all my homies that I fucking hate her [Chorus] You know for you I played a fool The things you do, I'd never do It's constantly war between us both Your love ain't for me, I need something new Push me away any chance you get Don't try to stay, it will be the same You just need to run away from me You just need to stay away from me You see, true love is the only type of love that can keep and sustain a relationship. It will help you to make the ultimate sacrifice; to give up playing games, quit distructive habits and seek counselling when you can, to acquire tools and knowledge in order for you to have a healthy relationship Interviewer: And it sounds like that stuff was what led you to go to your GP Zoocci Coke Dope: Yeah, yeah Interviewer: So how was that changed things for you? Zoocci Coke Dope: Damn! It's a crazy question. It's uhm... Firstly I promised myself to try and forget the whole thing and act like it never happened because it was such a bad time for me mentally and I never wanna think about it. This is therapy so if I had to explain it to someone... I feel like I died that day but my eyes never closed I feel like I died that day but my eyes never closed I feel like I died that day but my eyes never closed I feel like I died that day but my eyes never closed I feel like I died that day but my eyes never closed *Guitar * [outro : Benny Chill] Darling darling darling I lost my mind without you but I'm free I was on the low Talking Money, talking big dreams Knocking on the door I need the racks, I need my own things Need the racks, I need my own things I need the racks, I need my own things I was on the low Talking Money, talking big dreams Knocking on the door I need the racks, I need my own things No no no no no no no, they talkin' no more No no no no Darling darling darling , I wish we took every word overseas Darling darling darling, I always thought there was something about me I was on the low, talking money, talking big dreams I can't talk 'cause my heart still dark I don't know how my heart still hold some trash-filled choises We crashed and we lost it