Pretty Ugly

Lyrics

[Chorus: Ziggy Ramo] I look pr—pretty ugly I look nice and disgusting I look g—good for nothing I don't like the way I'm looking I look pr—pretty ugly I look nice and disgusting I look g—good for nothing I don't like the way I treat myself [Verse 1: Ziggy Ramo] I don't see the way you see me I ain't even aware of my own reality I'm looking in the mirror, I rarely feel pretty Too busy giving time to negativity Distorted image of my body, I probably Never gonna find somebody that want for real How the fuck I s'posed to heal? I don't know how to deal With the fact I hate the way I look I ain't s'posed to feel this ill I held it till it spill over My mother, on the first flight, when death came closer Sitting in the hospital, doctors looking at me Asking if I see the future, well, not really [Pre-Chorus] Damn, 'cause that's hard to accept When you making peace with never taking another breath When your self-image is a disgusting silhouette Every compliment you get becomes a threat [Chorus: Ziggy Ramo, Ziggy Ramo & vonn] I look pr—pretty ugly I look nice and disgusting I look g—good for nothing I don't like the way I'm looking I look pr—pretty ugly I look nice and disgusting I look g—good for nothing I don't like the way I treat myself, myself I know it's not too good for my health, my health 'Cause I don't like the way it's feeling [Verse 2: Ziggy Ramo] It's hard if we don't ever talk about it That's why I had to write this song about it Feeling like a freak, is it only me? No other man talk about it, so it must be But fuck gender, we all human I'm floating on this spectrum, feeling so confused and I don't wanna keep this shit to myself I know I'm not the only man who hated himself We don't talk about it, we just kill ourselves Or take it out on women, 'cause we don't get the help But be honest, I swear this shit is toxic Masculinity so fragile we hiding in the closet, ironic [Pre-Chorus] And it's hard to accept When your genders entrenched in a negative effect When your self-image is a disgusting silhouette Every single thought we don't regret becomes a threat [Chorus: Ziggy Ramo, Ziggy Ramo & vonn] I look pr—pretty ugly I look nice and disgusting I look g—good for nothing I don't like the way I'm looking I look pr—pretty ugly I look nice and disgusting I look g—good for nothing I don't like the way I treat myself, myself I know it's not too good for my health, my health 'Cause I don't like the way I treat myself, myself I know it's not too good for my health, my health 'Cause I don't like the way it's feeling [Outro: vonn, Ziggy Ramo & Both] Oh no, oh no, oh no Oh no, oh no, oh no I don't like the way I treat myself, myself Oh no, oh no, oh no I know it's not too good for my health, my health Oh no, oh no, oh no 'Cause I don't like the way I treat myself,myself I know it's not too good for my health, my health 'Cause I don't like the way I treat myself, myself Oh no, oh no, oh no I know it's not too good for my health, my health 'Cause I don't like the way it's feeling