Hopeless

Lyrics

[Verse 1] My mother still wonders if I'm gonna kill myself When I get low like before And I want to tell her I'm better, tell her I'd never How could I ever be so sure? [Chorus] Sometimes, I still feel hopeless Sometimes, I wonder where the rope is Sometimes, I still feel hopeless I still feel hopeless, I wonder where my hope is? [Verse 2] My father has been my guidе, to survive genocide I wish that I could takе away his pain How much can he give? I don't know if I wanna live In a world that hates my father [Chorus] Sometimes, I still feel hopeless Sometimes, I wonder where the rope is Sometimes, I still feel hopeless I still feel hopeless, I wonder where my hope is? [Verse 3] I've been, tryna find something to keep me on this planet God damn it Ever since my grandmother was buried, I've been willing and ready These feelings are heavy, my mother said I sounded flat That stopped me right in my tracks I don't want my mother to know what it's like to lose a son Remember when my uncle died? I watched my grandfather cry He only made it four more years Till we put him inside the ground there with his son Now my grandmother gone, I feel like my soul is moving on Would you rather watch your family die? Or live a life that makes you wanna take your own? That's the kinda shit I'm on We ain't make it till we're grown, we dying in our homes I loved you while you were here I wish you wasn't gone I wish you wasn't gone I wish you wasn't gone Maybe I'll be gone [Chorus] Sometimes, I still feel hopeless Sometimes, I wonder where the rope is Sometimes, I still feel hopeless I still feel hopeless, I wonder where my hope is?