Left Alone

Lyrics

[Intro] (No) I feel your hands latched on my throat Why do I keep you close to me? [Verse 1] How many times do you think I'll swear That I'll keep coming back Even though you won't care [Pre-Chorus] Until I'm gone I'll watch you wish upon a mega star And in the end we'll fall Across the sky to give you everything You fucking wanted all Is this the part where you keep begging me To just accept your flaws? Your motherfuckin' faults [Chorus] And when I hide behind a closed door I'm sorry that I just don't wanna know more Don't tell me you think I could fucking show more I'm anxious and I'm so sure That I'm better when I'm left alone [Post-Chorus] I know I'm better when I'm left alone I said I'm better when I'm left alone [Verse 2] I do better when I can forget about you That's the deepest cut I won't cover No need for love, I won't suffer I don't bleed the same as no others So what the fuck you want from me but lots of company? But I don't smile when you sit in front of me Expectin' love right after what you've done to me The day you die, yeah, they defeat the one you see Is it my fault? Blurring up the same lines Can't read 'em when the pain dries We been livin' on the same lies So that shit don't matter now, does it? Remember how we were tryna save us, now fuck it I can keep on and on about nothin' 'Cause whenever you would try to change me, I wasn't [Bridge] Gonna leave me to grace you We need to face truth Breathe deep, escape you Knees weak, I may lose Off of fucking fate to break through But I know I'm gonna make it through the night I don't give a fuck about a fight I've been putting up with it my whole life So you need to stay the fuck away from lyin' [Chorus] And when I hide behind a closed door I'm sorry that I just don't wanna know more Don't tell me you think I could fucking show more I'm anxious and I'm so sure That I'm better when I'm left alone [Post-Chorus] I'm better when I'm left the fuck alone I'm better when I'm left the fuck alone [Outro] (Feel your hands latched on my throat) I'm better when I'm left the fuck alone (I keep you close to me) I said I'm better when I'm left alone