You & Me

Lyrics

[Verse 1] When the time was the darkest Where the hell should I start this? Broken heart in my chest, only showed me the best But I'm looking for a light just to spark it Damn, and I can feel that I'm resigned I'm feeling each moment that we shared inside And now I'm just rotting inside of my life like Fuck, how should I vent? How should I handle this sorrow and stress? How should I tell you the truth? I'm writing my dues I know that you knew you're the best Damn, I always write these cheesy lines Always been fond of those beautiful eyes Always get nervous, I'm hurting, you're perfect But love when you stare into mine Let me just open my chest, hoping the best Stuck in this drama thinking he's your guest Stuck in this mess, emotion abuse I feel like my heart's getting beaten and bruised Feel like the only cure here is just you You're happy with him so I'm happy for you I'm sorry for all of the shit that I lose I'm falling for you and I'm falling apart I'm falling for you and I'm falling apart I'm falling in glue and I'm stuck at the heart I'm selfish and never gave anyone part The bigger the star, the shorter the life I wanna go far and follow the light I'm broken inside, I'm not who you like I always just vent through a pen when I write (I always just vent through a pen when I write) [Verse 2] How can we change? You say you look ugly But when on my phone you don't see that I'm loving Your everything, thinking your makeup is nothing Cause with or without, to me you're always something And I know that I'm broken inside Hoping to die, couldn't admit when it's crossing my mind Knowing it isn't a matter of time I just wanna give you my everything like Get it together Thinking of ways I can change to be better Being myself isn't easy when severed I'm never complete of free in this cellar Your letters or texts, fixing this mess Cause I've been shattered ever since my best friend Left from this earth and it hurts almost knew him since birth We were higher than friends now he's down in the dirt Now you're with him, I think you're with him I don't even know who the fuck that he is I know that he's been in my classes and shit Why does it matter even if I did? My brother's on drugs He's shooting his life down the drain He came for the summer, just giving me pain Ever since then I haven't been the same Everything's changing, happening daily Ever since Aaron is gone All I have left is you and a facade I know I'm a pawn My brother just wanted the money That's all that he wants Money can't buy happiness I'm feeling like I'm half the eclipse All of these friends that pretend to have faith in me Say that I'm making it but I'm still hoping [Verse 3] You know that I'm broken You know that I'm soaking these, tears Drinking the pain away in every beer I'm hoping you hear the message I have While I battle my fears, I've battled for years And now I'm, clear But can I just vanish? Had a best friend taken off of this planet Give me a bandage I'm draining my heart Draining my soul and my mind, every part Where do I start? Never was smart Had every teacher tearing me apart Know that my dreaming is far, can't afford a car I'm stuck in my room, all alone in the dark Is it just, You & Me? Or am I gonna be the one to bleed? Am I gonna be the one to leave? You never wanna see cause I rap alone With no friends or team, it's just me And that's how it'll stay I feel all these visions I have slowly fade I know without shit that has broken my place Wouldn't have made me today, but I'm just Tryna get out Tryna be the voice for the ones who won't shout Tryna help the ones who get scared of their house They're beaten and treated with nothing but doubt You know that I'm sorry, but I'm just so helpless All of these songs that I write are just selfish It's just the emotions I have, I can't help it I get all these messages saying they've dealt with Friends dying in arms I barely know who you are You open up like it's nothing And give me your every part You people are every star That I see in the night when my breathing is weak This girl on my phone doesn't know that I hope she will go and finally choose me