The Wind Rises

Lyrics

It's been a long couple years since I started making something I think nobody would ever wanna hear 'Cause believing in myself was just another of my many many fears Got a lot to work on lately 'cause I hate who I've been seeing in the mirror Not sure how I made it here, but I would brush it off as if it's not severed She said I really wanna live But at least I understand what living really is If that's a bet, then I would guess it's probably close to this 'Cause what we had was beautiful, and it's gone like the wind It was a blеssing and a curse, put my head into my work And I did it more than usual for all that it was worth Look, I couldn't takе it back, it's time I could've spent with her But I know it's not what you ever deserved And why I was reassured, you pull me out from the dirt And every time that I dream, I try to fly with the birds I'm always thinking for me, and wishing there was a cure 'Cause when you finally leave that's when it's all gonna hurt It's feel like it's getting worse whenever I think of her And I can't turn up these thoughts whenever they do occur They shoved me into a box like why would they pick me first I'm overthinking a lot, there water soaked in my shirt But I know that there's a purpose, I don't really have a clue, even if it isn't you After all I'm still searching, do I have a lot to lose, yeah, even if I do I wonder if it's all worth it, every time I speak to other people, I get nervous 'Cause they only see that part of me that's on the surface, and whenever they listen, do they even see a person, when they hear me in verses I don't know how to word it, and don't know how it ends Everything gets to worse the more I listen to them Never said I was perfect, but I like to pretend And get rid of all of the burdens to see my hero again Feeling like it's deja vu, you were something straight out a movie You had seen a side that you only could if you knew me For you, I'd take a risk, you're the definition of beauty And couldn't be more thankful the wind was bringing you to me