Conscious Matter

Lyrics

We've all been bruised and battered Wondering what comes after We can't just fight for ourselves We're all just conscious matter What matters is the battle What matters is the will to fight instead of moving backwards What matters are the rights of the people who aren't ourselves The ones who try to live but only end up bruised and battered I wonder what comes after All of us just conscious matter As of writing this, I'm only months short of twenty years old What a timе to think about mortality The fragile wall between еverlasting nirvana and the illnesses I'm battling For years I've survived all my trials with ideation Plan Z always made it all seem worth the frustration But if I thought about the reality of the consequence I'd panic and distract myself binging more Zero Punctuation Maybe it's not what I want; the repercussions prolific Of going from a depressed moron to a statistic But depression can't be seen It's like addiction or Fibro Myalgia I've witnessed all three present in a nicotine cloud of nostalgia For now, I'll just keep making albums 'til the day it happens Maybe make some beats for my kids just in case they start rapping Make them feel ten feet taller from six feet under For all the conscious cells in the world, I still wonder What matters What matters is the battle What matters is the will to fight instead of moving backwards What matters are the rights of the people who aren't ourselves The ones who try to live but only end up bruised and battered I wonder what comes after I pray that it's acceptance Yeah, real acceptance Where everyone's accepted I'll do what I can to make that the course that we're headed Even if it means taking life in a new direction Right around this time is when I'd be dying Breaking under all that I've tried Never have I lived to see the end of the ride I can't fight if I die, now could I? For everyone and everything I love I will survive We're all just conscious matter Every person, young and old, rich or poor In the binary or not, we deserve the world and more If you're livid, stand up. You can make your voice heard But we are all unique icons We're more than just our words We've all been bruised and battered Wondering what comes after We can't just fight for ourselves We're all just conscious matter What matters is the battle What matters is the will to fight instead of moving backwards What matters are the rights of the people who aren't ourselves The ones who try to live but only end up bruised and battered I wonder what comes after I pray that it's acceptance Yeah, real acceptance Where everyone's accepted I'll do what I can to make that the course that we're headed Even if it means taking life in a new direction Right around this time is when I'd be dying Breaking under all that I've tried Never have I lived to see the end of the ride I can't fight if I die, now could I? For everyone and everything I love I will survive We're all just conscious matter Every person, young and old, rich or poor In the binary or not, we deserve the world and more If you're livid, stand up You can make your voice heard But we are all unique icons We're more than just our words