Am I Crazy?

Lyrics

[Verse 1: Z. SMITH] Used to count up all my blessings and place 'em on one hand Stare at four fingers remaining, a thumb, and think I'm damned Feeling like the missing piece of the puzzle would wear the label Of a beautiful young woman, whose love would keep me stable Whose path would keep me straight Ignore all my mistakes Whose whispers in my ear, would tell me I will be great Thought that constant one-on-one & support was all I need Keep repressing & praying but damn it ain't enough for me 'Cause I've been tossing & turning in a bеd that's too snug Love is too sweet it's like candy I need drugs No more hugs and sweet talk I need fighting and chеap shots Want that fucking when I break down the door that you just locked [Pre-Chorus: Z. SMITH] 'Cause I got cravings for pain And they won't leave me Got a passion for scrapping Then making up when you tease me Want you to break me down And act like you'll never need me I need to feel that type of hurt to know I feel now Ya feel me? [Chorus: Knox] I need you to hurt me Save your sorries, I need you to do me dirty I'm feeling pleasure when you're showing me no mercy I thought you heard me, got me getting wordy Woah Crashing like a landside Lately conversations calling for an end in sight So just set me a blazin' Tell me baby, am I crazy? [Verse 2: Z. SMITH] So now I'm staring at my palms Wonder if I am going mad Is it crazy to want less than what you already have? Is it insane to push away someone who loves what you are? Am I deranged for wanting passion given in the form of scars? 'Cause what you've given me is warmth But all I think about is heat Want that friction from your body Marks on me that match your teeth Want you shouting in my face, yelling how you're about to leave And right before you hit the door You're pouncing right back in my sheets [Pre-Chorus: Z. SMITH] 'Cause I got cravings for pain And they won't leave me Got a passion for scrapping Then making up when you tease me Want you to break me down And act like you'll never need me I need to feel that type of hurt to know I feel now Ya feel me? [Chorus: Kelsey Tegenkamp] I need you to hurt me Save your sorries, I need you to do me dirty I'm feeling pleasure when you're showing me no mercy I thought you heard me, got me getting wordy Woah Crashing like a landside Lately conversations calling for an end in sight So just set me a blazin' Tell me baby, am I crazy? [Pre-Chorus: Z. SMITH] 'Cause I got cravings for pain And they won't leave me Got a passion for scrapping Then making up when you tease me Want you to break me down And act like you'll never need me I need to feel that type of hurt to know I feel now Ya feel me? [Chorus: Knox & Kelsey Tegenkamp] I need you to hurt me Save your sorries, I need you to do me dirty I'm feeling pleasure when you're showing me no mercy I thought you heard me, got me getting wordy (Woah) Crashing like a landside Lately conversations calling for an end in sight So just set me a blazin' Tell me baby, am I crazy? [Outro: Knox & Kelsey Tegenkamp] Am I crazy? Tell me Baby Oh am I crazy? 'Cause I want you to hurt me - why don't you hurt me? Am I crazy? Am I crazy? Am I crazy?