Memory Lane

Lyrics

[Intro] You know, like Life be fucked up, it got a funny way of twisting things, know what I'm sayin'? You just gotta watch and be prepared It's like, before I self destruct In a moment, your life could be over [Chorus] Yeah, I ain't on no sad boy shit, when I spit the shit, I bet the streets relate to 'em Yeah, and I hate going down memory lane, but yeah, I gotta recognize this shit a part of my story But it's a lot of shit I'm holdin' in, I don't recognize my friends, shit get scary at night Nowadays these niggas'll turn you in, no matter if you kin, got a gut feeling that these niggas ain't right Don't fault me if I overdose off pills, take shots to the head Ho, don't me leave alone, I feel scared And I been gettin' sick a lot lately My time comin' to an end, I'm just so tired of being patient [Verse] I said I'm gon' leave these streets, but I can't, I'm in too deep For the people gon' hold me strong, but deep inside, I feel so weak Lost track of my days today, I don't know which day it is of the week I can't think and I can't focus, don't know the last time I was sleep I'm holdin' on, I'm bein' strong, that's what I tell myself This music shit my therapy, that's what I tell myself But ain't no helping Majority of the time, I feel helpless When I do it for them, they say I'm real, when I do it for myself, they say I'm selfish I don't know what's real A broken soul, I'm healin' still All these niggas make me sick, they make me ill I just got off the phone with Ksoo, asked him how he feel He say it's death or jail behind me, so I know it's real (I love you, nigga) YBeezy up in feds, schedule videocalls Every time we get off the phone, I swear a tear fall Lookin' at all my comments, I see RICO cases I just logged out of Instagram so I can situate these things All these blogs is posting shit Y'all the ones promote the shit All the good the nigga did, y'all don't even post the shit But I ain't sayin' all this shit is y'all fault, oh I keep it real, I put myself at fault, oh Hate puttin' the internet in my biz, hate the way it escalated Why it feel when I scream who I smoke the only time I'm elevating? Why you know you so gifted when you're dead and gone? I don't know if I'm bound to make it home [Chorus] Yeah, I ain't on no sad boy shit, when I spit the shit, I bet the streets relate to 'em Yeah, and I hate going down memory lane, but yeah, I gotta recognize this shit a part of my story But it's a lot of shit I'm holdin' in, I don't recognize my friends, shit get scary at night Nowadays these niggas'll turn you in, no matter if you kin, got a gut feeling that these niggas ain't right Don't fault me if I overdose off pills, take shots to the head Ho, don't me leave alone, I feel scared And I been gettin' sick a lot lately My time comin' to an end, I'm just so tired of being patient [Verse 2] Hey, fuck the critics Hate when people tell me that they love me, lowkey they against me I just found the pieces to the puzzle, I'm the one who missing (I am) Nerve-wracking (Nerve-wracking), my mama nerves bad (My mama nerves bad) Rap or go off to college, he just lost his father His pops was like my pops, I told him that I got him Ayy, hold on strong, you hear me, lil' bruh? Yeah Why everybody tend to fold when you need 'em? When they say they love me, I don't believe 'em I just caught a score Don't try doin' CPR 'cause I don't have a heart Tryna focus on my future because my past is dark I got war wounds, it done left a scar And this pain the reason where we are [Chorus] Yeah, I ain't on no sad boy shit, when I spit the shit, I bet the streets relate to 'em Yeah, and I hate going down memory lane, but yeah, I gotta recognize this shit a part of my story But it's a lot of shit I'm holdin' in, I don't recognize my friends, shit get scary at night Nowadays these niggas'll turn you in, no matter if you kin, got a gut feeling that these niggas ain't right Don't fault me if I overdose off pills, take shots to the head Ho, don't me leave alone, I feel scared And I been gettin' sick a lot lately My time comin' to an end, I'm just so tired of being patient [Outro] Yeah, yeah, yeah