Drunk In Chicago

Lyrics

[Intro] I'm somewhere lost in Chicago right now Fuck Damn Pain, killin' Drunk as fuck right now [Verse 1] When you cry it's not charged into the game and I ain't mention this (And I ain't mention) Mad at myself and at my guard and now I'm not even noticin' (And I ain't notice it) I don't even notice you I locked my feelings in a club, but I let you in it (But I let you in it) You was prayin' for me to lose I was prayin' for you to win My mama said that havin' problems, heart bigger than me (Bigger than me) You'll rather be somewhere else in this world than right here with me You the reason my heart got cold World weighin' on me, how I'm supposed to hold? This the one I taught, baby come closer (Come here) Tellin' me you here, then why I feel lonely? (Lonely) You better off without me, just gone on, I ain't tryna fuck up the vibe (I ain't tryna fuck up the vibe) Havin' second thoughts about my dawg, watch him from the corner of my eye (Watch him) So many people want me dead I'm out here tryna survive I know I fucked up so many times (Uh), I promise this time I'm tryin' Playin' took a war with my emotions, it's startin' to fuck with my mind (Uh, uh, uh) With my career and even my kids, I'm tryna balance the ties (I'm tryna balance the ties) Lord, I'm tired of bein' in this world, that's when I start to drink [Refrain] Said I was done with the Don, but can you pass me a drink? (Pass me that right there, ayy) Said I was done with the Don, but can you pass me a drink? (I'm done, I'm done, this time I'm done) Pass me a drink Said I was done with the Don, but can you pass me a drink (Hand me that) [Verse 2] Right now I'm too fucked up with myself I'm tryna sober up (I ain't leanin') Losin' myself with my addictions, somebody wish me luck Tryna be strong and hold on, feel myself givin' up (I'm givin' up) Checkin' my cell-fans soon, but tonight I'ma live it up [Chorus] Can you let go of me? I don't want you to hold on me (I don't, I'm drinkin') [Verse 3] I promise this time different Played them for what it was, I promise I ain't trippin' (I ain't trippin') Ayy, when I be battlin' with myself that's when I create distance Everybody tellin' 'em I could form it, but that's just how I'm dealin' (How I deal with it) Expressin' myself on the mic, like they care how I'm feelin' Don't call, I ain't answerin' my phone either Promise, I don't need you I'm prepared for you to walk out like "Gone on and leave me" (Bye) I promise I could do this on my own and act like they don't believe me Havin' dreams dyin' in my home tryna protect my kingdom (The fuck?) Once I gave away my heart I begged for her to keep it (Keep it) Thought I was done with this pain, but it's been runnin' deeper (It's been runnin' deeper) Fuck me and my brothers keeper My brother tried to creep me Drown in my emotions and this money while I'm still breathin' Only times I don't feel strong is the times I need to be I'm wonderin' off alone at times I don't need to be I'm tryna hold on, help me (I'm tryna hold on) And I ain't at peace Tryna focus on my career Feel like I'm failin' me (I'm failin') I need therapy Lockin' myself inside the dark, the devil talkin' to me (And what he said?) My dog in jail and he ain't sad, but he blame me for his choices Know he ain't do it and he facin' time, he feel like it's torture [Chorus] Can you let go (Go) of me? (Move on) I don't want you to hold on me (Move on, ohh) Now, can you let go (Go) of me? (Move on) I don't want you to hold on (On) me (Go), yeah [Refrain] Said I was done with the Don, but can you pass me a drink? (I swear I'm done this time, I'm done, I'm done) Said I was done with the Don, but can you pass me a drink? (Get out my— Nah I don't want it, yeah) Pass me a drink Said I was done with the Don, but can you pass me a drink? (Pass me a drink) [Outro] Pass me a drink I'm done this time I'm done with the— Pass me a drink