Lyrics

[Intro] Huh, All Alone, I did it all on my own (All on my own, I ain't have no one, I Kept) Fighting on my own (don't know how much longer I can keep up) On my own, since day one (Since day one), did all this shit on my own (on my own) I was inspired by my artist and my friends, but now they having doubts They are backing up now Yeah, uh, uh, yeah, yeah, It's a day in the life, no filter, just me, Lookin' at the world through my windows, feel me? All alone, in this crazy place, Searchin' for my home, can't find a trace Yeah, uh, Just me and my thoughts in the dark, No guiding light, just the beats in my heart, You know? Ayo, just keep it real... [Verse] I'm on my own, I'm on my own, I'm on my own, I'm on my own I need a hand; I need my girl back My fucking head is spinnin', spinnin', spinnin', like a fucking fan Lean, and perks in my hand, Bitch I'm dead, for real, let me rest in peace, I never have no motherfucking peace (Uh, hold on play it back, imma switch up) Listen, can you hear that? That soft echo of solitude It's like a quiet heartbeat In a noisy world, moods so crude I'm walkin' down this boulevard, my cravings collide Thoughts spill like colors from the sky You know I hide, but sometimes I glide Higher than the pain, but low when I slide I'm feelin' kinda lost, lost in my own mind Conversations with shadows, solace intertwined Looking at the stars, wonder where they go Do they laugh up there, or just put on a show? I got dreams, big dreams, like the swelling of the tide But every time I reach, there's no one by my side They say life's a party, but I'm just here alone Cup half-empty, like I carved my heart from stone Every corner I turn, there's a mirror of my doubt Reflections of the past, ghosts I can't shout about I wear my mask, but this skin gets weary Chasing after love, but the road feels dreary I'm drinkin' from this cup, 'til my vision gets cloudy But every sip I take, I'm in my own little rowdy Ridin' through this chaos, with a heart made of glass Sometimes I wish I could skip to the past The laughter, the echoes, good times in the sun Now it's just me, and my mind on the run But hey, I guess it's part of the ride To learn how to dance when you're all torn inside I'm searchin' for a meaning, for a place, for a sign Hope you find your way home, not like this lonely line With every step I take, I'm buildin' my throne King of my chaos, but it's all on my own I'm wanderin' in this maze, echoes in my cranium Mirror, mirror on the wall, do you even know the real me, man? Got my hoodie on tight, feelings bottled like a fine wine Outside I'm smiling, inside a war, call it a crime, right? Scrollin' through memories, they flash like neon lights Wouldn't know love if it slapped me and said, "Good night." I'm on a quest, chasin' ghosts of my past Friends come and go like seasons, just another cast Alone in the crowd, they murmur, they laugh While I'm just tryna find a clean path, avoidin' the wrath Feel like I'm sprintin', but the finish line's a mirage Days blend together, man, it's like a collage Self-reflection so heavy, gotta carry it like a boulder Weight of the world got my back feelin' colder All these expectations, man, they screamin' in my head But all I wanna be is free, not trapped in this thread 'Cause out there, the lights shine bright, but it's dark in my soul Tryna escape this maze, but is it something I control? Caught in a loop, like a song stuck on replay Tryna find my way home, but I'm lost in this relay Late nights alone, I paint my thoughts with these words Spillin' ink like emotions, let 'em fly like birds Vulnerable me, the world don't know half what I face Like a puzzle missing pieces, can't find my place Every step feels heavy, but I'm still movin' ahead In a world full of chatter, I'm just seekin' what I've read Countin' on me and me, am I enough for the dream? Clutchin' closer to my heart like gold, though it seems... [Outro] So I take a breath, while they all stare at me Just a poet on the street, in a world that's so free I hope you find your way, find your path, find your dreams Dance with your shadows, they're part of your screams Alone, we grow, in this wilderness roam But maybe one day, I won't be on my own (Run it, run it, run it back, run it back) So as I walk this road, shadows all around me I hope you find your way home, find what makes you happy Just know when it gets rough, you ain't walkin' alone 'Cause we're all lost sometimes, just tryna find our tone Yeah, just tryna find our tone... Uh