Never Cared (If I Die)

Lyrics

[Intro] You goin' kill me, I say "Whatever" You talk too much Tell 'em shut the fuck up, before we shoot the place up Wanna fight? Cool Let me load my gun, pull it out then run, hey [Verse 1] Yeah, I'm lost in the shadows, where the demons play Thoughts in my head got me feeling some type of way Heart's frozen but I'm burning in this cold night Don't care if I die, I'm just living for the high life [Chorus] I don't care if I die, as the stars fade away Got a bottle in my hand and my heart in disarray Life's a gamble, roll the dice, let's see what it'll say But deep down I'm scrеaming, hope I find my way [Verse 2] Floating through the memoriеs, they haunt me like a ghost Friends turn to strangers, man, I miss them the most Scrolling through my phone, but the screen feels so alone Lost in my mind, now I'm living in this zone [Interlude] You say you gon' kill me, come do it (Haha) I've been ready for death, not afraid to die Ever since my baby girl A left me, I haven't been the same She was my heart, my everything, she still is [Chorus] I don't care if I die, as the stars fade away Got a bottle in my hand and my heart in disarray Life's a gamble, roll the dice, let's see what it'll say But deep down I'm screaming, hope I find my way [Bridge] Run away from the pain, but it's always chasing me Broken hearts and empty bottles, that's my memory Facing all these shadows, yeah, they whisper in my ear Telling me it's over, but I can't fight the fear [Outro] I don't care if I die, I just wanna feel alive Livin' on the edge, man, I'm ready for the ride When the music plays, that's when I take flight So if I fade away, just remember I tried [Spoken] I find myself compelled to put pen to paper, to share the depths of my heart Hoping that my words may convey what I often struggle to express in person From the moment our paths crossed, something shifted within me The world seemed brighter, and the mundane took on a magical hue All because of you I still love you, A