I’M SORRY

Lyrics

[Verse] I'm sorry Sorry, sorry All in my sorrow Drownin' in my sorrow Will I be alive tomorrow? I don't know, oh, woah I'm sorry, mom, for bein' the kid you don't want I'm sorry, dad, for bein' the kid you didn't think I was goin' turn out to be I'm sorry for bein' like this, I ain't ask for this, I ask the Lord to forgive me, no answer, are you really there? Will I be on this road alone? Will I be able to live to see tomorrow? Will I be able to stay a little longer? I don't know When I am gone, will they will miss me? I don't know I don't know how to live anymore I don't know if I will live anymore I don't know if I can handle this anymore I don't know how much longer I can handle it anymore I don't know how much longer I have to live I'm sorry for all thе damage I have caused I'm sorry for livin' I'm sorry for bеin' like this I'm sorry for everything I'm sorry I'm sorry Tell me they hate me, I don't care, it don't mean nothing to me I hate myself too Tell me they care, no they don't Tell me they're here to help, no they're not, they're here to make fun of me Tell me they care about me, no they don't Tell me she loves me, no she don't Tell me she wants me, no she don't Tell me she cares, no she don't I'm sorry for bein' who I am I'm sorry for bein' the same I'm sorry for bein' the worst I'm sorry for bein' the one you ain't want Tell me I'll be fine, I know I won't Tell me I'm okay, I know I am not Tell me I'll make it, I know I won't Tell me she still wants me, she don't no mo' Yeah, I know that she don't want me no mo' I'm sorry I say sorry even though they say "Sorry don't cut it" Yeah, I know I'm the worst Yeah, I know I fuck up sometimes But I know it's my fault, I know I'm fucked up My life is fucked up, but it don't change the fact it's all my fault when we have our arguments, it's all my fault, I always fuck up But that does not change the fact that I love you That don't change my love for you is undying I know I am dying, that's besides the point Back to the point, I will never stop lovin' you Oh, now you wanna walk out on me? Please don't walk out on me Please stay with me, don't leave me You know I need you, you know I love you Yes, I know sometimes I may not show it But, really, I love you a lot Sometimes I am just in my feels 'Cause I feel alone, I don't wanna be alone I hate bein' alone, I'm sorry if I ever hurt you, not my intention to ever hurt you I'm sorry, mom and dad, I know I am a fucked up kid But my life is tough, you may think yours is tougher, but mine is tougher than yours I'm sorry for bein' like that, mom, I say shit I don't mean I don't mean to hurt you, I know we stress you out It hurts me to see you hurt, I hate it when dad yells You may think I don't care, but really I care I got some problems, you got some problems, yeah, I know you don't care Startin' to feel surreal, questionin' if this is real, let's be real, am I real? Be real, life startin' to feel surreal, feelin' surreal, for really for real I'm goin' be real here, I don't belong here I'm sorry, dad, for all the shit I've done, I am sorry for the shit I did, sorry for what I do I know this isn't what you want me to do, but this is what I do I know you wanted me to finish school, but I don't think it's for me I'm not going to college, not meant for me, I'll be on the stage, don't rage I'm in different stages, been ages since I felt like this I'm sorry, Fernanda, for what I do, sorry for dragging you into my problems We have our own problems, I'm the problem, even though you say I ain't I know it ain't but I feel like it is, I don't know what it is, stay, ayy, ayy, ayy I still have feelin's for you, ayy, ayy, ayy I don't know why, but I feel like there's a noose 'round my neck, you make me lose my instincts and I know why, ayy, ayy, ayy Prolly there's butterflies dancin' in my stomach, every time I see you, talk to you I'm sorry, Nancy, I am sorry for what I do, sorry for what I do, what I say, I am sorry Pinky up when drinkin' the lean, fancy, call her Fancy Nancy Devil tryna dance with me, God told me to trust Nancy Oh, yeah, devil pullin' up a chair, he sittin' right over there, tellin' me I should be scared God in my ear, tell me there's nothin' to fear I forgot to mention that the devil tryna be my friend, do you hear how confusing this is? You know what this is? I was at the lowest of points, felt like callin' it quits Ain't nobody understand All this pain, feelin' the pain ever since I was lil', I've been wantin' to quit Ain't nobody understand Ain't nobody understand my pain, it keeps going up Prayin' for the upper hand, I hope that God hears my prayers Devil really want my soul, he goin' keep it in his lair All this stress feel like I am losin' my hair, feel like I am in quicksand I am sorry, Sandra, I try my best to be good, but I end up always failin', no matter how hard I try, I always end up failin', sorry for all the problems I bring I am the problem, probably, 'cause honestly I always seem to be in the middle of it all, it's all my fault I am sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm drowning in my own sorrow I'm sorry, Ross, for all those times I was a bitch, not my intention And if I ever hurt you, I'm sorry, not my intention to hurt you [Outro] Oh-oh, (Oh-oh) Oh-oh, (Oh-oh) Oh-oh, oh, (Oh-oh, oh) I'm sorry...