By Myself

Lyrics

[Intro] By myself, thanks to white bitch, fucking twerp, you fucking maggot [Chorus] Yeah, I'm rollin' through the night, but it's just me Smoke clouds, lost in thoughts, can't you see? A party in my mind, but there's nobody here Pourin' out my soul, yeah, drownin' in my fears [Verse 1] Heartbreak in my veins, got me feelin' so numb Fake smiles, cheers, but I'm the only one Mirror on the wall, yeah, it shows my true self Runnin' from my demons, yeah, put 'em on the shelf Late nights, bright lights, but they fade away A crowd full of faces, but I can't stay Lost connections, hit me like a drug Trapped in my mind, can't escape this tug [Chorus] Yeah, I'm rollin' through the night, but it's just me Lost in the shadows, where no one can see A party in my mind, but there's nobody here Pourin' out my soul, yeah, drownin' in my fears [Verse 2] Got the bottle in hand, but it don't fill the void Fake friends, fake love, yeah, I feel destroyed Every laugh feels empty, every joke feels flat Searchin' for the light, but I'm lost in the black Heartbreak hotel, yeah, I'm checkin' in again Living in a cycle, can't seem to pretend Thoughts like a jungle, can't escape the maze In this lonely party, I'm caught in a haze [Chorus] Yeah, I'm rollin' through the night, but it's just me Smoke clouds, lost in thoughts, can't you see? A party in my mind, but there's nobody here Pourin' out my soul, yeah, drownin' in my fears [Bridge] Sippin' on these memories, they taste so bittersweet Tryna find a remedy, but can't find my feet Callin' out for help, but the silence is loud In this room full of shadows, can't escape the crowd [Outro] Yeah, I'm partyin' alone, but the vibe still alive Cuz in this lonely space, man, I'm learnin' to thrive Chasin' all my dreams, while I dance with my pain This party by myself, yeah, I'll rise from the rain