TRAPPED INSIDE MY MIND.

Lyrics

[Intro] Loaded choppa Missing papa Sleeping pills mixed with vodka If I die young, I luv u mama We just living life with no drama [Verse 1] Loaded choppa Missing papa Sleeping pills mixed with vodka If I die young, I luv u mama We just living life with no drama I pray to god we can beat the odds I do drugz me and a junkie two peas of a pod But we different I guess there's a difference Cause I'm high functioning like keep punching him Stomachs rumbling critics mumbling Losing it is troubling so I keep hustling Arkansas asylum is where I stay don't be frightened Weed may slow you down but my senses have heightened Shine like a diamond is so cliche Keep the hate I gotta special way to repay Fast forward my life then look back on the replay When I was stressed never thought I would see this day Right now I'm trapped inside my mind why am I this way They can't figure me out its like I'm a maze To understand me it would take 6,570 days Doctor do you have the time Hold that thought while I roll this dime God forgive me while I do this crime Pablo Escobar in his prime That's me, casualty , I passionately Get rid of these demons rebuke them from me I walk on the hearts of past lovers So many fish got caught in my covers Their hurt was the only thing I recovered Their pain I discovered now I suffer My heart got broke now I'm tougher I'm just tryna stay a float not go under [Bridge] (x2) The life of water My life is shorter Not one supporter Drugz help me and sometimes they mind alter [Refrain] (x2) Loaded choppa Missing papa Sleeping pills mixed with vodka If I die young, I luv u mama We just living life with no drama [Hook] Locked inside my brain and you just missed the train Of my thoughts so when I talk I hope you feel my pain I'm tryna break out of this jail and climb out of hell like Bane I only cry when in the shower all my feelings going down the drain And when it rains I feel it more than ever When Ima see success what if it's never [Verse 2] I feel like I'm being stepped on by King Kong , after I swallowed a bomb My dad was never there, and where the fuck is my mom Bitvhes ain't shit but Molly makes me happy Bitches ain't shit but Mary makes me happy Other times I'm feeling crappy, like manure or shit in the sewer Noose of life's struggles chokin me I can't get any bluer Problem after problem they don't get no fewer I graduated high school it's like I'm a loser I'm at the bottom of the bottom, daddy should of used condom Drugz help me play dead like a fiended out possum Trapping ain't working, this rapping ain't working A job isn't enough but one thing is certain The stress of being the best is one of the worst burdens I talk about the drugz they fix my face just like a surgeon Other than that yeah I never smile When they look in my eyes do they see I'm that child From the projects with the mental defects That I got from my dad I think it's time to confess [Kurt Cobain Guitar Solo] [Refrain] Loaded choppa Missing papa Sleeping pills mixed with vodka If I die young, I luv u mama We just living life with no drama