The World Is Ugly, I Want Wine

Lyrics

Strep by Strep I get another night without much rest Stuck belly up for at least a week My skin aflame can't even stand the sheet I'm taking barefoot winter walks Just to feel something Then it's a flat circle back To feel this idiot nothing Then it's a flat circle back To feel this idiot nothing Then it's a flat circle back To feel this idiot nothing Fray by fray The seams get looser on this mask each day My knees are cracking but they aren't that weak It's just my heart has finally lost the beat I'm working on a new scar Just to feel something My clothes are smelling like an old bar My liver is bluffing Then it's a flat circle back To feel this idiot nothing I'm traumatized over a carnival prize I get on the bus to see my favorite band Gather with family that don't really understand I'm putting God in my bloodstream Just to feel close to alive tonight I am the heavy steps back up the stairs Back to the sheetless twin I do not care There are many like it this one's mine The world is ugly I want wine Days go by Hope's carried off by a tsetse fly Me and the moon we both got plans to cry Stalagmite tears collect and calcify Lying on the floor blissed out Flashback to coverage of another crackdown Walking uphill in a surgical gown Reminisce 'til I'm a crumbling house I get on the bus to see my favorite band Gather with family that don't really understand I'm putting God in my bloodstream Just to feel close to alive tonight I am the heavy steps back up the stairs Back to the sheetless twin I do not care There are many like it this one's mine The world is ugly I want wine I'm very very lived in I'm very very lived in I'm very very lived in I'm very very lived in Lying on the floor blissed out Flashback to coverage of another crackdown Walking uphill in a surgical gown Reminisce 'til I'm a crumbling house I get on the bus to see my favorite band Gather with family that don't really understand I'm putting God in my bloodstream Just to feel close to alive tonight I am the heavy steps back up the stairs Back to the sheetless twin I do not care There are many like it this one's mine The world is ugly I want wine