Cloud-Based False Opposites

Lyrics

As it buckles up the earth with nothing more than a Sound of something that hasbeenleft unsaid fora thousand generations I retain myself As anostalgic imagery that has been projected onto myself through my own pain I feel pain again It's the only thing I feel Or is that a cliché that I have told myself And hence, has become the way reality has become I, unfolding with myself- with myself in the back of my mind I reserve the right to change everything at once And that is my way This is my new way for a new day And this is my new life for a new life Or is it the same old nostalgia? Projected onto myself through imagery of my own shame I see myself pouring outwards and I try to understand the things that I don't want to do anymore I don't want to do these things anymore I just wanna be better and I wanna be stronger And I wanna be better and I wanna be stronger I wish I were anyone else besides myself! And it bleeds out again And I bleed out again And I'm crying out again And I try to feel emotions And my sexuality becomes perverted in my own mind I mind my own business and I don't need to you think anything Think I have the right to think thoughts that are not thinking themselves Do I have the right to consider myself a new man? Do I have the right to consider myself a woman? Do I have the right to consider myself? Ohh I return to my place of myself as placing itself Into two places and three places at once I call my mom, I call myself out and I know there was something to be thought about And I cry to understand myself inside of itself and I do not know under there Under there is no meaning There's no meaning I don't need any meaning Am I? Okay Oh oh, uh oh, uh oh Oh oh, uh oh, uh oh Saturday dreaming Saturday dreaming A subverted form This form has been subverted by it's own likeness in a material context that is not spiritual And spirituality is death