Trap Door

Lyrics

I don't wanna know about the beauty in this It makes me tired more than anything I know I have to show up to prove that I exist But I, I don't wanna be there I don't feel like puling this person around It gets heavier than anything It's given all that weight by its pictures and sounds And I don't think it'll get there But oh, what a relief to let go of my identity Do I believe in the teeth of a disease That more than three people near to me Told me that I have and that I should seek Clemency, clarity, reciprocity? My therapist convinced me my hunger was dead It reassured me more than anything Now I don't feel guilty for loving my bed Though I'm scared I wanna stay there But oh, what a relief to end the day and go to sleep Do I believe in the teeth of a disease That more than three people near to me Told me that I have and that I should seek Clemency, clarity, reciprocity? It's so easy to fear yourself Have you fallen down a trap door? Do I believe in the teeth of a disease That more than three people near to me Told me that I have and that I should seek Clemency, clarity, reciprocity?