TAKING THINGS FAR

Lyrics

INTRO: Reaper (Etika) I shouldn't have pushed so many people away. Now i've got nobody. You know I wasn't suicidal before, I really wasn't. But one thing I didn't realize that the walls were closing around me so fast... I really had no intention of killing myself, but i always push it too far VERSE 1: WHY TRY TO OPEN THE DOOR I KNOW IT'S CLOSED I'M FEELING OLD WHY TRY TO SEE WHAT BEHOLD THE HOLY GHOST THERES NONE TO BOAST IT'S GETTING CLOSE SUICIDE ALL IN MY MIND AND I KNOW THAT THE FEELING IS COLD WHETHER THE FEELING TO BE OR NOT I DON'T KNOW WHATS UP HOW IT UNFOLDS I JUST WANT TO BE IN THIS BODY AND DRIVE HOW I WANT IT WITH MY CONTROL I CANNOT STOP TO THINK FOR A SEC LIKE MAN WHATS GOING ON THERES ANTICIPATION ALL IN THE CALM BEFORE THE STORM THERE IS JUST ONE THING I WANTED IS MAKE MY LAST MOMENT WROTE DOWN IN A NOTE VERSE 2: I'm about to light the flame, yo I think i am insane, yo Used to think the world was good But its full of fucking pain, yo I say his name in vain though I dont believe his name, oh How come there is suffering He should be so ashamed, oh This world is a not game, oh I can't even explain though I'm taking all these pills tonight I'll overdose today, yo Nobody knows my name, so Forgotten in a day bro Sorry to my mother, father Have to fade away, oh