INSECURE

Lyrics

VERSE: I'm tired of this feeling, i seem to be lost When i wake up, i wish i was finally gone Cuz the pills didn't work, so I'm taking my gun Dont come closer, my job is about to be done And the reason, how daily I'm feeling this way I can't bother to say, theres too much to explain I wake up again, and I feel all of this weight There is constantly hate, i can't love her the same BRIDGE: I can't even trust no more Slit my wrists, all the blood up on the floor I'm tired of all these fucking hoes See the reaper closing all my doors VERSE 2: You look into my eyes, I'm hollow Nowadays i hate tomorrow No tears, but I'm feeling sorrow The pain keeps growing, alone Relapsing better than suicide Just one night you can get high Ain't no need to say your goodbyes When you die with cocaine in your mind I feel like my life is just ready to die I'm 21 feeling I'm 405 This time is my prime but it feels like a lie I'm mentally old like a dead butterfly I can't see why I'm still here Can i disappear