Lyrics

Xzay, yeah (I'm gonna do this shit until it fuckin' works out or I'ma die tryin) Hey, hey I'm gonna die tryin I'm gonna die tryin, yeah I'm gonna die tryin I'm gonna die tryin, yeah I've just been gettin' loaded off these pills They don't know Be still In this game it's kill or be killed, ayy Women on X Whippin' that X Where is my X Ecstasy pills Women on X Whippin' that X Whippin' that X Ecstasy pills Ooh, there's a Tesla That one goes electric Shoutout to my best friend, my plug his name is Shoutout to her ex man, her boyfriend gettin' jealous Shout her out to X, man her boyfriend getting jealous I got your girlfriend on crack Ain't no turnin' back I just need a X pill get reloaded I'll get your girlfriend on X make her throat it I take the X hit the beat and I'm floatin I don't feel pain off the X no emotion Let me smash off that X for five hours Roll a blunt have a Hennessy shower Hit that nicotine, as I hit your spleen, got it deeper than all of these cowards I've got an identity, I can speak to you, I ain't worried bout' nobody's power Ain't none of you rappers good as Calvin Fowler Whippin' that crack by the hour I'm talking hit after hit, classic after classic, it makes sense why ya'll sour Yeah Brother you've gotta be trippin Please just follow your heart gotta listen You're the one that's making these decisions You're breaking my heart You haven't been playing your part You're just not invested with the boy I remember I was like 9, shot with a BB gun no toy Back in high school, I thought I was bi, cause' I never had sex I enjoyed And London told me that I've got autism And I got abandoned by my step-sister And my grandma died, and my dog died And I'm so scared of goin' to prison Been a drug addict and a victim I've been poppin' these pills all my life When I first started prolly 15, I was tryna escape from my mind I was paranoid, terrible thoughts all the time Been alone in my room since I was prolly five Just imagine the things I was seein' at night Gettin' shot at on had me feeling traumatized Cause' my uncle was like 50, and I was like nine He was someone I looked up to, someone I liked When he shot me with that BB gun, I was surprised I was honestly prolly 11, not nine But back to the point me and mom used to fight But we ain't fought once this month in 25, that's a good sign My therapist said I'm genius as a child I'm Jesus just look at me now I'm paving my way through the crowd Found out I'm the white Duke Dennis Just like Kanye if he was Jewish Now I found out I'm the white Future Getting hit on by a white cougar Taking my mask off Future I can't tell you what the truth is But I can tell you I'm Jewish Shoutout to my fellow Jews, yeah The money don't talk, the money don't spend itself With no help With no help Why you choose crack, you know it'd sell High as hell I'm high as hell Like a UFO, don't tell I'm gettin' big with my business side Nothing bad, nothing new in sight Smoking crack getting super high I'm like a french fry, extra fried Like a Texas toast, extra toasted I'm so high, I don't even think I noticed it Been through what I've been through, ain't supposed to live Couple car wrecks, did you boys check on me Common sense, the reason I've been smoking weed Seen some terrible things off of LSD I did ecstasy had every drug in it Thank God I'm the white Duke Dennis I did ecstasy had every drug in it Thank God I'm the white Duke Dennis