Lyrics

Laying in my bed, always stressed, what's gon happen I fight against these thoughts inside my head, cause I'm just rapping She told me hide my feelings, I'm'a man it's unattractive I didn't want her anyways cause I got self control I had to cook a couple songs up just for the road I still compose anything, this is all I know I still could lose everything, careful where I roam I usually stay at home, usually pray bout where I'm going (going) And I've been Running on empty Get it then they envy This life ain't easy Fighting off these demons In OK City They always bring the energy I got a couple enemies I know they ain't been getting sleep And this ain't no beginners luck My haters told me give it up I've been the man since high school You fitting in and lied to I did my thing I'll be fine Up to the top's a steep climb I'll do it my house shoes But I won't move up comfortably or slow Hard workers understanding me the most You'd never catch me on my couch being a troll Before you'd ever catch me cheating I'd go ghost This for the one's hunting down cheese, we need a toast 2024 vision, just got diagnosed I'll leave a legacy I still ain't reached the best of me My progress moving steadily My families a necessity The rest of ya'll can't intervene With jealousy they doubted it The only one to count me in I had to build my confidence So one day I could hop on songs like this and never choke They told me Xzay go get a job or you'll be broke I told em' that would only fuel me and my hope Every-time I get it then they envy This life ain't easy Fighting off these demons In OK City They always bring the energy I got a couple enemies I know they ain't been getting sleep And this ain't no beginners luck My haters told me give it up I've been the man since high school You fitting in and lied to I did my thing I'll be fine Up to the top's a steep climb I'll do it my house shoes But I won't move up comfortably or slow I get the opportunity and I just go, go, go I'm out here fighting demons Ya'll just steady sleeping I'm living out what you dreaming of, of I'll never know, no I'll never know, no Yeah, Xzay