Lyrics

(Marlow you trippin') I woke up this morning questioned if I'm staying or leaving No more importance, it don't matter, I call it treason He thinks it's normal to be out here chasing and fiending Now he's on a corner between some Jordan's, historical rings Addiction runs rampant inside his household, no one could believe This massive li'l man inside of his bodies a boy with a dream The pain inside makes you vulnerable But to be cool he better hide behind some sort of walls He starts to sweat not from practice, but his balls in his drawls This ain't no fеtish, a scene to relish straight to a call His malе fantasy failed terribly, is it wrong Or should he move to the next girl and hit like a bong He'll call his cousin ask to hang out and get no response He starts to stress, thinking bout all the ways Xzay was involved Realizing then he showed no appreciation at all You hear infatuation with the kitty in his songs I want world peace But it's so fun making enemies Cause they all envy me Drop an album every month I'm the MVP So name a girl to see I prolly already passed on Your girl to be It's a terrible thing Some sort of unbearable pain (My male fantasy) I want world peace But it's so fun making enemies Cause they all envy me Drop an album every month I'm the MVP So name a girl to see I prolly already passed on Your girl to be It's a terrible thing Some sort of unbearable pain (My male fantasy) Money ain't funny, we talking now realistic situations In courtrooms, struggling searching for some motivation Them poor fools in front of me don't know the culmination Of past traumas, leading to charges in our fallen nation With confidence, I'm not a narcissist An optimist, my mind's performative My attitude dominant Got so tired of feeling betrayed, might pour out my fathers bottles Watch him end up like my uncle Leave me and my momma hollow Just chasing a lottery fortune Playing with forces, chasing nirvana This something we can't afford To forfeit love's a better tomorrow That mindset, that's engrained, in my head In my veins, a fight in me, restraint Uptight, but it's contained inside I fell in love, but those who judge I wish 'em peace I quit the drugs to lift me up from my amnesia I built up trust, my family full of mouths to feed I pray for us, this is (My male fantasy) I want world peace But it's so fun making enemies Cause they all envy me Drop an album every month I'm the MVP So name a girl to see I prolly already passed on Your girl to be It's a terrible thing Some sort of unbearable pain (My male fantasy) I want world peace But it's so fun making enemies Cause they all envy me Drop an album every month I'm the MVP So name a girl to see I prolly already passed on Your girl to be It's a terrible thing Some sort of unbearable pain (My male fantasy) (Huh, huh) (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) (Huh, whew) (Yeah, yeah, yeah) (Huh) Y'all braindead, I'm serving up like a banquet This ain't fair, I did it all it was makeshift Can't take threats or shift, I'm on the main quest I break bread and thank friends, we say prayers I was outside, to make a fool of myself I was Tony hawk fly, but my coolness would melt When my only dog died, I was moody as hell Ain't nobody idolize me, I moved how I felt Stress ain't good for your health Please don't see it how I see it Watch the news, read your mail Give your mom a hug and squeeze her Ain't no movies, for real I thank my dad he paid my bail On the jailhouse phone, sounded like Adele Gotta thank my parents they worked welfare That's their story Xzay Ego on the side Then I let go of my pride Now I gotta tell my story Xzay Yeah So am I wrong to fight For my one and only life Now I gotta tell my story