Lyrics

Didn't know another way to cope with the pain I had high hopes for a life I can't obtain I learned how to smoke cause it's easy Had to run around the ropes find some meaning Tear into my body now I don't feel the same Never one to party I was doomed with this shame I loved doing drugs for the feeling Didn't know it was because of something missing Ayy I can't lie I fell in love with getting wasted This ain't right the only thought when I got sentenced Had to grow up giving my God honorable mention I faded us my girl got tired of the distance I let her know that I can't go back how it was I would've done anything they envied us So they kept pushing for us both to break up Her new man a bad influence how you know Cause you were aimless And now your solo Fighting boredom Man it ain't that deep You can't be normal Until you've made it low And said you've had enough If that ain't for you Don't be happy Cause you're soaring Until you're crashing I learned to hate love Running down and coming out that driveway Sex on my mind 'til my dying day Guess that I'm just a man can't feel no heartbreak Oh baby I'm outraged You and what army All these drugs on me Women get horny This just your warning Wake up in the morning Take all that you wanted That's where my heart is Fake my performance I'm still alone They ain't asking if he's alright Couldn't wait up for me all night Got a feelings some things you don't like I just get on a beat and don't try Can't get with her less she don't lie That might be an impossible find It's so hard just to find me a dime Got more than one at a time Mine She gotta try to catch up Heinz One out of one the best a-live I just took a ride out of my mind Didn't know another way to cope with the pain I had high hopes for a life I can't obtain I learned how to smoke cause it's easy Had to run around the ropes find some meaning Tear into my body now I don't feel the same Never one to party I was doomed with this shame I loved doing drugs for the feeling Didn't know it was because of something missing Hey hey I always felt off online The one to make it far from rhymes Is the one going all in and out of his prime Get out that junkie attitude This like that Sunday afternoon Pray to god you don't need to make a move This ain't how I'm bout to tell you what to do Ain't a pastor I ain't bout to badger you We gon take it out the back just how it go I lock in and I don't need an adderall Can't tell me I already Know Cause you were aimless And now you're solo Fighting boredom Man It ain't that deep You can't be normal Until you've made it low And said you've had enough If that ain't for you Don't be happy Cause you're soaring Until you're crashing I learned to hate love The devils in the front seat Newspaper clippings He was in the details Found out by email Changing my story Found out what's for me I'm not an just artist Might think I'm heartless now I got him worried Thinking I'd turn him down Well maybe you're right I'll never go back You'll sit on the side I'm still on my path I'm really on fire You fell with in traps A wonderful feeling I'm pulling up facts You wanna get high But never relax The money divides Monkey on my back I can't with that I put it to stop Before it got bad They said I went pop For putting out ads I came out on top they going out sad This how I jot with no pen and no pad How I got me a ten in the bag How I'm hot in the game feel like Eminem How you drop but to me insignificant Couldn't give me a reason no dissing him LSD just like me I begin again This my year and I got 'em all bitter now Everybody that talk I'm a sit em down Feel like it's musical chairs make em spin around Yeah yeah Didn't know another way to cope with the pain I had high hopes for a life I can't obtain I learned how to smoke cause it's easy Had to run around the ropes find some meaning Tear into my body now I don't feel the same Never one to party I was doomed with this shame I loved doing drugs for the feeling Didn't know it was because of something missing