Lyrics

Yeah Mind racing Dialating eyes I feel like I'll die crazy I'll lay here Pray to god that I make it I evaded all the pain Now I'm hated My baby Told me I'm the one And that's amazing Oh really, I just thought that I was On eggshells, God, daily My anxiety'll skyrocket Can't blame me When I get up off of my rocker My final offer, yeah Them phases Fan favorite Can't blame them My face is Not fading She's wasted Heart breaking My ladies Now a hater I won't run from you I'll lay here Pleasе god Don't be harsh I fought Satan He wants me Tеam up Be like Zalen How far Can I run 'For I'm leaving I don't Know why I'm bleeding here I felt a lot of fear From looking in the rear Way closer than appears But it was never near He's hoping I don't steer Just frozen like a deer I put myself in gear And looked back in the mirror The past ain't haunting me It's just been out of reach You tried to kill me Delete me from existence With your speech So how you feeling Knowing I'm going up While you've been beached You scream and wail You seem to fail So let me teach I'm in a starship All my performances I pushed the farthest Regardless I manifested Everything I wanted Went the hardest You sit behind and doubt Claim it's a dream You say you'd fail Cause you don't try at anything Hey, hey, ayy I hope that wedding ring doing it for you I only speak to you as an informant I still have nightmares about unemployment He don't want nothing to do with me, boring I'd rather beef with a boy, who ain't boyant Take out his money and he ain't got nothing Ask him about all the ways he been bluffing I slay a vampire draining you Buffy The ways I walk on water, Jesus Praise to the Heavenly Father, heathens I put my life on recording, pieces Coming together it's showing the thesis It's throwing the feces We're moving too fast The moment of peace is Gone in a second How potent is my recollection, years Still howling in my ears The sound of falling tears Over the clinking beers I waited right here Got back on track I veered Stopped following my peers They told me I was weird And yet I am now the leader I felt a lot of fear From looking in the rear Way closer than appears But it was never near He's hoping I don't steer Just frozen like a deer I put myself in gear And looked back in the mirror Ayy My family proud of me, uh (they proud) The best undoubtedly, uh (Xzay) Been what I had to be, uh (I did) No worries No worries, no worries (no worries) I just wanna go fast ain't no hurry (yeah) I just wanna free myself (free) I don't wanna live like (Xzay) I don't wanna seem like hell (okay) I just wanna feel the light